Labels: ugly hair..sad..tots..
sobs..im sad over my hair again..im so sorry for being bimbotic..but i jus cant stop tinking abt it..
i dun noe wats wrong wif mi..i kip tinking the hairdresser cut alot alot..though its not reali alot..but it seems lyk its alot..
no one understands y i haf been so terribly protective over my hair over tis years..no one will noe how horrible i'll look wif short hair except myself..
trust mi..im not a pretty person to start wif..so i can oni reply on a good nice hair to acccentrate myself..to pull mi back to average looking..
i somehow dun lyk rebonding now..cos it looks flat..i miss the thick long hair which added the tinge of womanly look..
its a let down when things u haf been looking forward to dun meet ur expectations..cos u reali expect so much..anticipating..counting down..but when it finally comes..u realise its not wat u wan..the disappointment is jus overwhelming..
no one understands i haf alwaes alwaes tot its so sexy to haf long long hair which covers ur chest ( i noe it sounds wrong)..i jus tink its terribly sexy..something oni a female can haf..its jus so so beautiful..
i realised im so so demanding..so so stubborn..so so perfectionist..so so naggy..so so inconfident..so so terrible..and..
so so insecure..
hope another visit to e salon will save it..thank u darlings..for accompanying mi..for listening..=)
love.
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