Labels: i'm only gonna
havent blogged for a few days
ever since i fell down
it's recovering already
just that theres still a sharp pain when i walk
but it's bearable still
doctor says i jave to wear flats for a few mths
ahh =(
christmas was good
went mbs
nice place
esp the infinity pool
love the view
the breeze
and i actually love the sunlight
just laid there with my shades and enjoy the breathtaking view from the 57th storey
of cos with some snacks and an ice drink
pictures later
must must take pictures to show the gorgeous view
and the bathtub was big
had bubble bath 2 times!
for 1.5h each
heeee
laid there too and listen to 987 my fav radio channel
i was a very happy girl
met fish few weeks ago
we talked abt many things
he looked like a dancer cos he was dressed up for a party after that
we ate steamboat
we really talked abt many nonsense
im so thankful i met fish 3 years plus ago at the orientation camp
hee (:
and i met zr too
she is really someone i look up to
we had a heart to heart
and i could tell her all my problems
and although it's only the summary
she understands and gives the best intepretation and advice
though now hee
i tink im the one who has gone through more cos i started work first
but still
i feel like i finally let off some burden after talking to her
we want the best for each other i guess
<3 u
and darling pigo
IF U ARE READING THIS
AND U SHOULD
REPLY MY SMSES MORE
INSTEAD OF REPLYING RANDOMLY HUMPH
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU!!
WHEN ARE U FINALLY MEETING ME
I DUNCARE
CALL ME SMS ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS
AND WE WILL FIX A PERMANENT DATE THAT WE ARE MEETING
DO IT NOW!!!
lovelove
---2:07 AM---
Twisted my ankle badly and now it's so swollen and painful
The abrasions on my legs are hurting badly too
Cant walk now
So mad at myself for being so careless and now my ankle is hurting badly
=""(
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Labels: and sometimes i wonder
weekends always pass by very quickly
but i always love my weekends
waking up late in the afternoon
going out
lazing ard
munching on goodies
watching my fav tv series
but this week seems to be better
cos it;s going to be christmas
its the christmas week
cant wait!
hee
office will be at clarke quay this week
quite far
but still not tt bad
lovelove christmas the most
but i still havnt gone orchard properly to look at the christmas lights properly
=(
i wan presents and honey baked ham!
thinking of baking christmas cookies
hmm
hope i can squeeze time out (:
how i wish im in snowy country now
it's the time of the year - winter again
only seen snow once when i went japan abt 2 years back
but i still rem playing snow ski and making a snow man
the snow was really white
it's like white and fluffy
so pretty
imagine a christmas tree with a snow man with snow on the ground
gorgeous
hopefully next yr or so
i can see snow again!
today was my grandfather;s bday
we went for a buffet lunch at mirama hotel
the food was quite food
love the prawn fritters
i cna make yummy prawn fritters too
theres a secret ingredient =x
grandpa is alot more grumpy now
now that he is getting older
78 years this yr
i really shd go visit my grandparents more often
shall squeeze time out this/next week too
time for bed
almost 2am soon!
muz jiayou!!
4 more days to eve
lovelove
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Labels: and more
i have been rewatching sex and the city tc series
cos there is a programme from my phone
which allows me to download each episode in minutes
it's really fast and clear too
it is really a very very good series
i kind of think it's better than gossip girl
gossip girl is full of fashion, gorgeous clothes, bags, accessories and not forgeting the female leads, blair and serena
they look perfect in every piece of clothing
whereas sex and the city has fashion too
but for their series
the focus is put more on the storyline
every episode has a different and uique storyline
and a certain message
which is really meaningful
not to mention that they are new cute guys (guest stars) in each episode
and i always laugh at their jokes
one of the bestest tv series
love love satc
it's finally fri tmr
but im not feeling relieved
cos i have to finish my work no matter what by tmr
whatever it takes
really want to finsh them
and enjoy my friday night and weekend
and i took leave on 27/12/2010
heeeeeee
so happyyyy!! =D
shall blog again on fri/sat
december is definitely the best month of the year
other than oct
hee (:
xoxo
---2:49 AM---
And I keep planting tomatoes cos they are the post profitable
and I have a cute little sheep which produces milk too =x
blowing my hair dry now
Hence taking this time to blog
I went daiso today and spotlight
Though I was very tired after work
Went spotlight to buy fabric and a zipper cos I bought a gorgeous working dress only to realize it's spoilt :"(
Hope I can fix it
Went daiso to buy Christmas stuff
Can't help it
Hee
Bought a mini tree which I decorated myself
2 Christmas hats
Some gift wrapper
Though j still do not know what to buy for my loved ones
A plastic box to store my make up
And it's not enough at all
I dun really use makeup
But I really have alot of makeup :x
And some jap snacks
And yes a cushion which I'm sitting on now
:))
My eyes have been extremely dry and itchy as the day passes
Cos I keep staring at the laptop and due to my contacts
Maybe I really should wear specs to work on some days to give my eyes a rest
Ahh
Will have to work late from we'd to fri
becos there's alot to do
Jingle bells jingle bells
Lovelove!
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I actually typed a long post with many pics but there was an error and the entire post disappeared :"(
But nvm I shan't give up
Hence I'm typing again and please let this post pass through
Friday was an especially good day
I bumped into 2 of my 2b girls during lunch
Finally heard from Cw after so many months
At nite I met dm Jia and Fiona tan (one of our uni friends too) at Pwc party at St james
And I received a few msges from my good friends
Sat was shopping day
And food day where Cravings were finally satisfied
Sun was gathering with dm mimi Jia dougdoug and zhizhi
Finally saw them after so long
Miss them
We used to see each other everyday in school :"(
Then I bumped into steven
Then I bumped into a friend I knew in uni but haven't seen for very long too on the train
So coincidental
I was surprised and glad!
So this was a special weekend
And of cos a very loved one
<3
---3:16 AM---
Labels: ghost of the past
i always thought that like magic
one day everything will fall back in place again
then i woke up
and realised things will no longer be the same anymore
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Labels: im very scared
i really dun mean to keep typing negative posts
but it just pops out
probably nearer to christmas i'll be happy along with the festive season
i realised i have lost alot of confidence over the years
esp this year
confidence in everything
esp my abilities
they werent very strong to begin with
but it just went deep down
again and again
it has been proven that im indeed really stupid
naive and stupid
i always tell myself to be more observant and careful
but i still end up taking everything as it appears
without thinking deeper and further beyond the surface
and the end result
i fall so hard i do not know where to continue
i cant rise back to the surface anymore
or maybe i used to be smarter
but ended up over the years i dropped my protective shield
and opened up
and i end up getting pierced
now im afraid to make every step
because i am afriad i'll make mistakes again
and that i'll be wrong again
i really do not know where to continue
and right now im actually really hoping no one else besides my close ones are reading this blog
im lost and confused
why do i keep thinking it will get worse
and how, how do i go on..
---2:06 AM---
Labels: 5th Dec 2010
Happy Birthday dear nudges
<3
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