5 min to blog.
today work was the worst reli
i worked nonstop
from 9am to 5pm
before hafing lunch at 5 plus
i was so utterly famished
i din felt like eating anymore
but the eh haha happy thing is
the cotton on BODY in lot 1 is opened
and i bought 2 frill tops and 1 eh nite shorts
meaning those which are worn to sleep!
my blog is slowly becoming a shopping blog
but cotton on body stuffs are reli gorgeous
girls ur shd go there one day (:
i love reading mimi blog
haha
minus those unglam photos
and hl MELTED MY HEART TODAY
SHE CAME AT 7AM TO FETCH ME TO WORK
to jurong east only act
hahahaha
BUT STILL
bringing me delifrance muffins
AND 2 PACKET OF MY FAV FOREST FRUIT GUMMIES
AND 1 BOX STRAWBERRY SWEETS
AND A LONG SWEETEST HANDWRITTEN LOVE LETTER
i nearly. haha nearly cried when i read the letter
heartwrenchingly touching.
i'll write u something back soon
something even more melting
from ice to not only water but steam
evaporates.
and i just wan to say
nth can take away whatever we had
or whatever we are going to have
we are irreplacable.
() () <3 () () (") ...... \ .. /
---1:48 AM---
Labels: sunday
doing hair treatment at home now
a desperate attempt to save my lack of care dry hair.
hopefully it works
=(
JIJI pass me ur strawberry yogurt mask soon
i cant find any nice ones selling in stores
and i love to eat strawberry yogurt nowadays
hahaha
coincidentally same as the mask
meiji brand is the best
theres even a few big pieces of strawberries inside
yumyum =D
its monday again tmr
monday
sigh
y do weekends always seem to zoom by
but i had mof icecream waffle today
love their green tea with red bean icecream
lastly,
mimi is right
each of us complete the puzzle.
our puzzle.
lovelove.
---8:20 PM---
day 8
im starting to do the hardest fund
and its so tedious
even my supervisor says its hard
and im expected to be on my own after teaching me for less than 15min
will be on my own. =(
shopped today
i reli tried to control
i saw SO MANY NICE CLOTHES IN BUGIS STREET
JIJIJIJIJIJIJIJI
SO MANY
nice clothes
i already regret nt buying
the dark pink i saw
="(
and the bad thing is
i tink i got heels fetish
cos i bought a 10cm heels
its chioness
but super super tall
i'll be taller than hl if i wear it
its white and black.
and i bought a pair of pink sandals with crystals and a ribbon
its pretty and sweet
love it to bits too
my mum literally screamed when she saw me home with a huge bag
lovelove! =D
and i set up a small private blog
cos i reli dunwan to infuse this blog
with so much pessimistic thoughts
but i'll close it down
when i feel happier again
text me for the address k. (:
and once again
i love this blog alot alot
it contains every piece of past memories
how i grew up over these yrs
its like my baby. (:
and mimi
I'LL SHOW U MY NEW SUPER TALL HEELS THIS WEEKEND TOO.
miss independent
---12:20 AM---
day 7
was chatting for too long on the phone
tt i din haf time to blog or watch my fav gossip girl season finale
please let blair chuck be together
love chuck
he is like s.e.x.y
work on mon
was manageable.
picking up the ropes.
but bad news is
from day 8 onwards
i haf to do the hardest "funds" ever.
my boss seriously overestimates my intelligence.
and babes
i need coffee chocolate session this weekend again
how?
lovelove
---12:16 AM---
day 6 of work.
had many many thoughts
but yet i cant pen them down
im exhausted from nv ending work still
jiayous pple.
i still love jay songs the most.
and my heels broke when i was with di mi ji.
i had to walk barefooted across raffles city
with a pair of broken heels in my hand
we had our coffee talk
or was it choc milk shake and milo and fries with many sauces talk
and i know few years down the street
we will still sit there
laughing at our childish recordings photos and words
love.
and thank u mimi
y is it that u understand wat im tinking
u shdnt
cos its sad stuffs
u shdnt understand =(
u shd be happy dear. (:
and i rem the quote from confessions of a shoppaholic
why is it that she loved to shop.
" when i shop, the world becomes beautiful
but soon after, the world is no longer beautiful anymore and i have to shop again."
there are act 2 types of shopping
shopping becos u love it. u wan to find something u like
or the second type when u just need shopping to distract or as a futile attempt to make urself happier
sadly
shopping now belongs to category 2
tas y i haf been trying to curb, trying to stop shopping, or at least reduce it
shopping shd be when ur happy.
but i reli need a pair of heels again.
i destroyed 2 pairs in less than 2 weeks.
that aside
im happy to see my darlings shopping esp mimi.
SHE ACT BOUGHT A SUPER HIGH AND SEXYAE PAIR OF BLACK HEELS.
i went to charles and keith today and saw it for myself
I WANTED TO BUY IT TOO.
but my size was oos.
WAILS.=""(
my blog is lacking photos.
waiting for mimi to send us soon.
AHMM.
stop auditing coin machines.
ACCOUNT FOR FUNDS INSTEAD. =(
time to choose my clothes for tmr and sleep
3h of sleep.
sigh
im becoming superwoman soon.
or no.
superGIRL still.
and pig u reli make me so disappointed
everytime i tink of it tears gush to my eyes or i start to tear
after i tried so hard
u din even try for anything at all.
and im sorry.
its almost.
its too close.
but im no longer good enough anymore.
---2:46 AM---
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cos I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
Make me unbeautiful
i feel so unbeautiful
---3:35 PM---
i really feel very unhappy
the talk with mimi made it abit better
i really need to run away.
to a place with no complications
no unhappiness
with nothing at all.
---11:56 PM---
Labels: work. shopping. lizards. rain
im making it a point
to blog everynite
after i bathe
while i dry my hair under the fan
so day 3 just passed
day 3 out of 50.
sigh
my supervisor told me that i can only haf lunch after 4pm from tmr onwards
act my entire department eats at that timing too
cos its reli endless amt of work
but hafing such a greedy stomach
lunch after 4pm seems unbearable to me
lets see how it goes tmr
and yes
i went to the supermarket to stock up some food
like cereals. cornflakes. biscuits and maggi noodles.
my mum said that i look like im preparing to go for a war
haha. war indeed
though i feel reli stressed and horribly tireds
i'll try my best to tide through
but im always quite depressed in office
i will try my best
hope everything works out one day
and i wont be whining anymore
and a good side track from work
i shopped!
though i haf been telling myself to not spend so much as my acct is reli gone case
and now tt i understand how hard it is to earn money. those hard earned pay.
but i couldnt control
when i saw the pair of gold light pink heels today
its gorgeous.
and i finally bought WAT CHOW HL BOUGHT 7 PIECES. THAT THING YES. HL BOUGHT 7 PIECES LAST SUNDAY.
i bought only 2!
its light pink too. and light blue.
i love pastel colours.
sweet. ((:
and yes hl bought 7. like 7.
like from mon to sun.
=PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
i noe its nt ur fault. i go scold benben okay?
muackz. =DD
and i haf been surviving on 3-4h of sleep max each nite.
cant wait for the weekends
and im hungryyyy.
so so hungry even now.
im surviving on 2 meals a day too.
i tink i shd weight myself
i muz haf lost some.
and reli is it the bad luck
a lizard disappeared under my bed yest
and my mum couldnt find it
i was so afraid i din dare to sleep on my bed
so i had to spend my nite outside on the sofa
im assuming or pretending its gone by now
lizards move dun they right!
its raining
perfect for a short good rest
please don't stop the rain
let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
---1:27 AM---
Labels: work
i feel guilty for being so spoilt
for keep ranting
when i accepted it
i knew it will be hard
but i tot i can make it through
but act i cant
i feel sad not becos its hard or horrible
but yet the regrets cos i could haf made a better choice
and i feel so bad its my mistake
im so horribly exhausted
like so so exhausted
made to force myself just to log into blogger account so tat i can type everything out
and it gets reli tougher as each day passes
this is no temp job
this is learning everything
every single bit they know
i guess i was too lucky last time
i had lovely colleagues who doted in hsc
who treated me like their younger sister
who i can even bicker with
in abn colleagues were bad
but the place was pretty
with a vending machine i can press nonstop
with the biggest pantry
in liberty insurance i was happiest
i had the nicest boss
i had HL to work with me
i hopped over to her desk openly every min
they let me surf internet, email, msn
they always bought food for everyone
icecream fruits pies cakes etc etc etc etc
i was a happy girl
but yet
now none of the above exists anymore
hafing a hard time
but im telling myself i muz make it
but its only day 2 out of 10 weeks.
sigh
intern is like
growing.
its part of being an adult
part of something i muz face to prepare myself when i really work in future
but i reli dislike it
i nv did things i dun like
i just refuse to
no matter how bad things will be
i'll take everything with an open heart
i'll take it as the hardest learning path
and i'll make sure i learn
and someone tell me its not only wednesday tmr
everything is like a cycle
and pple jiayous too
and xy im so happy to see ur updated blog abt us and ur photos
ur tempting me so badly
update more more even more
and take care
love.
---1:08 AM---
Labels: intern
i am such a baby
i cried a few times in office
i felt so far away from everyone else all my friends in town
felt so alone in the office
the stressful environment made me felt so repelled
every min i was tinking of quitting
the more than 4h travelling to and fro is killing me
im exhausted
---11:08 PM---
Labels: happy birthday pigo
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST,
ONE AND ONLY CRABBY!
I LOVE U THE MOST.
and we save the best things for the last.
=D
---12:43 AM---
Labels: happy bdae alex
HAPPY SWEET 21ST ALEX!!
with ur fav colour*
lovelove!
---3:51 AM---
Labels: shopping
i suddenly feel lyk this gush of inspiration in me
lots and lots and lots of things to blog abt
i watched horsemen with cw yest nite
it was gruesome
it was all sadistic killing
blood. organs. stabbing. hookings piercing. sawing.
i was like so scared i covered not my eyes
but my ears
and turned to the corner side and bent down so tt i wont see anything
and i was trembling
="(
i seriously tot it was some love story
doesnt horsemen sounds like prince charming on a white horse?
=(
but the plot is reliiii good
i loved the plot
i could predict the ending
but i kept wishing the ending will be different cos it would be very horribly sad
but it turned out i guessed correctly
and its reli depressing
recommended
cos the plot is special.
i went dinner with cy at cathay aston today
i loved the food to bits!
im going to convince my parents to bring me there tmr again (:
more updates on this later!
and i act haf a fb acct now
wahahahas
im so proud of myself
didi mimi and abit of zhizhi just did ALOT of fb spamming
and and
i saw this touching commercial before the screening of the movie yest
only managed to pick up parts of it
be with someone whom you feel is imperfectly beautiful
and some parts on imperfect love
etc etc
i forgot
but it was reli touching
i nearly cried
and it was only an advertisement
and i feel that pig is changing
it feels worrying
but i reli dun wan to try anymore
i tried too hard
im too tireds to try even harder anymore
and i haf been shopping uncontrollably
i dun even dare to see my acct balance
during exams
i spent 100 plus on cotton on
after exams
cotton on still continued
but for a period of time
i lost the thrill in shopping
but the excitement just came back again
and its intensifying
and just yest and today
i went far east for a few hours
and shopped online when i came back
my total loots for the past 2 days are
- a necklace
- a pearl braclet
-a thin crystal braclet
-a new cap! yeas!!
-a pair of RELI gorgeous black heels. love it love it love it.
- 3 t-shirt dresses
white, grey, yellow
- 10 eyeshadows
half dark colours. half light colours. the colours are GORGEOUS.bt i missed one! going back soon
-1 whitening salt scrub.
-a blazer online
- a asos inspired pink dress
total damage = more than $200
and the worse thing is
i still haven bought formal wear for intern and stuffs which i wan to buy urgently like shorts and __ and etc etc
how how =(
and
i like the song i kissed a girl by katy perry
i kissed my babes and i love them.
life is all about shameless shopping
loves.
---2:42 AM---
