---7:10 PM---
No time to blog properly
Tmr is finally fri
Can't wait to rest
The 10plus pm everyday
Is draining me so much
I feel like my mind is an empty shell
Having a Kpmg party tmr at 7pm
Really really hope I can go
Haven't seen the rest of the g2 (our batch) for so long
Nitenites
---3:37 AM---
I must hang on
It'll only get tougher
xoxo
---4:00 AM---



Taken on 20102010 my bday
Rushed home after work to cut cake with my family at 11plus pm
Blackforest cake
Was greedy and
Made many wishes
hee :)
As much as I know I shouldn't rant abt work
but there's really so much much to do
I can't stop thinking about it
Just putting in all my might to finish all the work
Time for bed
Another long day tar
nites
Xoxo
---3:01 AM---



Looking at all these pics of food
Makes me so so hungry now in the middle of the night
Crabs California maki grilled lobsters and prawns
Yumyum
I love food as much as shopping
Work is going to be very tough these 2 weeks
Quite alot of difficulties encountered
Hope to tide through it
And finish the work
Time for bed
Will be in st engineering at jurong east beside imm for 2 weeks
Nites
Lovelove
---2:01 AM---
And even an old non camera phone
For the next 2weeks due to my client - st engineering
And now I have a twitter acct
www.twitter.com\berrykiss1988
Add me if u have an acct too ok :)
The dress in the previous entry was bought with zr 2 years ago I tink
We bought 1 each cos it was a prett dress and it enhanced our figure hee
I even went back to buy another 2 pieces
Miss shopping with zr
We used to shop when we go out
But recently for the 1 year plus met a few times and only went for chats and htht over dinner
Hope we can go out during dec and go for both shopping n dinner :)
Time for bed
Nitenites
---3:14 AM---



Pictures taken yest during dinner
And canwhored in the washroom
Which had a full length mirror :)
It's sun nite again..
Weekends fly..
Work again tmr
It's going to be a long long week
---8:48 PM---
---5:19 AM---
Labels: 20102010
it has been 1 day since i last posted
firstly
20102010 was my birthday
pretty date isnt it (:
though it was mostly occupied with work
but i still managed to cut the birthday cake with my family before 12
made many wishes
and for this
im thankful
<3
met zr and nudges today for dinner
weird combination isnt it
blame it on their busy schedule and my long hrs work
hee
but they were classmates
and steven is nudges very good friend/clique in uni
so it was very good (:
we ate at iciban
nudges ate this mee soto alike curry udon
and im so craving for it right nw
it tastes yummy
and that halfcooked/half uncooked egg york
rawrssss
we had a good chat
but it was onl about 2h
and i feel that it's not enough at all
=(
zr is my darling
and i tink i noe her reli well
she's strong and independent and nv wants to let anyone see her weak side
me on the other hand is nv strong and independent and has too many weak sides
she's always there to remind me the diff btw the right and wrong choice
she and s3 hahaha yes s3
i can really see them walking the aisle in the future
and i wish for her to be happy always.
as for nudges
i feel abit sad and bu she de that he is going korea
though it souns ridiculous cos its merely an exchange
but i just hate it for pple i love to be far away.
officially 22
thoughts?
mostly hoping i can survive in my job
and
to be pretty always
hee =x
and due to work i keep feeling i havent celebrated my bday properly
how? =(
nevertheless
im thankful for what is given to me and what i have in this 22 years of my life,
the pple i love
and the pple who love me.
---2:59 AM---
Labels: still 21 still 21
about 7h left..
i feel so old already =(
its now a mixture of feelings..
feel excited but yet clueless cos i dunknow what am i doing tmr
---5:13 PM---
Labels: there's no getting over
had brunch with my family at fav the line shangri la
to celebrate my birthday (:
they serve the best buffet
loveeee the seafood counter
and their cocktails
drank a glass of wine
and i had such a bad headache afterwards
just felt like sleeping
ahhh im such a bad drinker
1 glass is enough to knock me down =((
maybe i shd practise at home
drink then sleep drink then sleep..haha
a nt very pretty photo of myself
but i love my body hee
prettier pictures are in my mum's hp
and family photos too
will upload them after she transfers is to me
but no worries
i can use my iphone to tk photos soon and upload easily
though i havent learn how to yet
haha
its still being charged nw
probably only using it on fri/sat cos i have to transfer the contacts one by one
so troublesome =(
rose called earlier on
hahaha pre bday call maybe
his bday was a few days ago
and ahh he has the sweetesttt gf who planned him a many bday surprises (:
hope work goes well this week
will be at tuas the rest of the week
and serangoon on wed
last day of being a 21
but still deep down
i wan to be,
forever 21
xoxo
---1:06 AM---
Labels: got me looking
i slept 12h from fri to sat
feels good
fri work was very hectic
had to rush everywhere
starhub mobile broadband wasnt working
com hanged
audit programme couldnt operate
vpn couldnt log in
so glad that by the end of the day most of it settled
mon onwards will be a very very packed week
hope i can conquer it
talk abt last fri lunch
our boss treated my partner and i dinner
shes 29 this yr
associate director
gorgeous
getting married next yr
she really looks so young and pretty
and she talked abt her career path
inspiring
not afraid to pursue what she wants
her bf, husband to be works in hk
they take turns to fly over every week from fri to sun
and the sparkle in her eyes
shes like a role model
independent and successful
so nice of her to treat is at the end of the 2 weeks job (:
and i cut my hair today
went to my hairstylist who did my hair from sec 1 till now
it has been 9 years
time flies doesnt it
now my hair has a vshape
its much thinner
and smoother (:
ate katsudon with runny egg today
<3
and my daddy is getting an iphone for me as my birthday present
happie
my first iphone
but i feel abit weird
suddenly getting an iphone
have been using a nokia my whole life
now i can tk pretty pictures
and upload them
and blog anywhere i want (:
tmr is sun
going out with my family
nitenites
<3
---2:18 AM---
i just had an inspiring lunch treat from my boss from my past 2 weeks job
i was too childish
---1:46 PM---
Labels: cause i told you once, now i told you twice
last day of my job tmr at advisory dept
cos mon im starting on a big job
hope we can meet the target by tmr
its supposed to be min 100
and we are at 93 now
7 more to go!!
and happy birthday lj
her bday was on 14th oct
shes working on the same level as me but diff dept
we went lunching at golden shoe on tue and wed
love the place
crowded but cheap and good food
it really doesnt help when jia and xuan is going shopping tmr again
its so tempting!!
but i probably have to stay back later for meeting on mon's job
so may/mayb not be meeting them
and i wan to buy victoria secrets stuff
the exchange rate now is so good
and its free shipping for min 100usd
shopping has once again become my fav past-time hee (:
it's friday tmr
lovelove.
---1:41 AM---
Labels: happy
fish came to my office after work today
and passed me my first present
a kate spade bag from US
hee
so happieeeee
my first present
=DDD
shopping today with jia and xuan was so good
we shopped, splurged and dined at canton a chinese restaurant in ion
it's really quite rare that we can have a chance to do so on weekdays
i really treasure it and we had fun
retail therapy is <3
---2:17 AM---
Labels: harder to breathe
shall sleep earlier today
cos im meeting jia and her good friend xuan for shopping tmr
in orchard of cos
i bought this very nice work dress last sat at far east plaza
shall wear it tmr to show jia (:
and i wan to buy a few more pieces..
pretty work dresses are hard to come by!
and muz bring sandals to change into after work
my new pair of nude heels is causing quite abit of pain to my feet =(
i guess ultimately it boils down to helplessness
which results in acceptance
and faith
im throwing that bit of faith left all in
though i may lose it all
but i really did try very hard
i miss doing work/proj and listening to music very late at night
and im dying for a good htht, heart to heart talk
need one so badly
1.05am
time for bed
nites love
---12:35 AM---
Labels: all my life
2nd post in a day
i have this bad habit of wanting to clear my thoughts
place them here
before i go to bed
most pple say
1 bad thing happens
but 10 good things will follow behind
now im a firm believer of
1 good thing happens
but 10 bad things will follow behind
note to self
enjoy the good moments
becos no matter what it is
we cant expect anything to last forever
we gain and lose
gain and lose gain and lose
what if i rather stop gaining
to stop losing
---2:23 AM---
Labels: monday blues
sometimes after an entire week of work
during weekends
all i want to do is stay at home and sleep
sleep or rather time has become a form of luxury
saw this really meaningful from a friend's fb
quote : jialing
People change so you can learn to let go.
& sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
really hope i can learn this so that i'll be more optimistic
and im worried
i know i shouldnt cos theres so much more to go
i'll go on
---1:51 PM---
---1:28 PM---
Labels: thursday to friday. heels. thoughts.
i always knew colbie cailat songs were good
but nv knew such a good one existed
" i never told you "
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YtzsUdSC_I&ob=av2e
sad mtvs are touching
but happy mtvs are as touching too
good song
good mtv
<3
work has been good so far
i dun even feel tired at work these days
but
my pair of heels has been driving me mad
guess how many pairs of shoes died on me this week,no the past 4 days
2 pairs!!
my fav black heels got corroded becos of the heavy rain
water went into my shoes
and the base fell off
it was beyond repair
so the next day
it was my pair of light pink heels
then it gave way too
becos i havent worn it for 1 year plus
so it'strue when pple say we cant keep shoes in the cupboard for too long
my 2 fav pair
wails
now im left with the insanely tall pair of black heels
which is not uncomfortable due to the soft material
but really tiring becos of its height
so going to get a really good one
no more compromising on its comfortability for the prettiness this time
if all fails
im going to buy it from hushpuppies
such a long paragraph on heels
girls..
hee (:
we can only go forward we cant go back in time
we will be 21 and then 22 and then 23 and onwards
but nv back to the previous number anymore
reminder to self
to treasure and remember each day
time for bed
have been sleeping well these days
no more waking up in the middle of the night like the first 3 weeks of work
lovelove
---1:20 AM---
Labels: wednesday
been busy at work
but it's still quite alright
bucking up for next next week which is also my bday week
where i'll be officially on a job
cant believe its october already
my birthday is coming soon
ahh
the few mths of disturbing pigo cos shes "older" since her bday in may are over
i'll be my turn soon
22 years old
since like a huge number =((
last few days of being "21"
=(((
boiled winter melon with red dates, longan and sea coconut yest
mummy says its nourishing
i hope so (:
one step by a time
xoxo
---4:19 PM---
Labels: work
i was so stressed up and frustrated at myself at work
so many things and keep worrying non stop tt my thousand accts wont balance
="(
more to continue tmr
i really hope i can finish
although i felt abit down
now it's the time to fall and learn to understand the complicated world
nitenites
---2:34 AM---