Labels: outing wif bz. countdown later.
jus came back from orchard wif bz..haha..quite simple but fun..he's reli someone i can talk rubbish wif for nonstop..
but we forgot to take pic! haha..next time next time..(:
meeting hl n zr later for countdown at marina or clarkequay..
tink we are going marina first..then clarke quay cos zr's bf will be at clarke quay wif his frens too..
cw ( my bestest best male fren) called too..he's going clarke quay too! haha..may meet him later too..it has been lyk 2 months since we met..the last time was celebrating my bdae..wif his gf shijia too..she's reli the sweetest gal i ever since..esp to cw..haha..
couldnt zzZ last nite..bad bad..=(
was so tireds..so i slept thruout on the bus ride..
shall watch some tv and go out to meet hl first later..
im feeling ever so excited cos todae = meeting the dearest loves i ever had..
i noe hl will haf a way to cheer mi up..haha..
before its midnite..
happie new year!
haf a sweet nite.
lovelove. (:
---5:05 PM---
Labels: 31.12.2007
steamboat dinner todae was lovelove.
reli yummy..
theres were my fav pig liver, fish maw, scallop, sea cucumber, meat balls..noodles..etc etc..and my fav fav..sliced pork..wif lots of fats..
haha..yups..wif lots of fats..
its reli delicious..
haha..one of the oni fatty food i love..
dun believe next time i bring ya to try it..u'll be as addicted as mi..(:
tmr is lunch wif bz..it has been 2 months plus..haha..going orchard for jap food..=D
im sorry for being so demanding sometimes.
its jus tat if u cant convince mi.
how can my heart convince my brain.
cant believe its 2008 in less than a dae..dunwan to be 20 in less than 10 mths..humphs.
can i stay 19 foreva..since its impossible to go back to 18..=((
new year resolutions!
1) zzZ early. muz muz beat those eyebags..haha..
2) work harder for next sem. work much much harder..
3) love my family more more
4) love my dear frens more more too..haha..
5) be a better person inside out.
6) haven tot of it yet. =p
haf to wakeup tmr at 7am..:(
so off to dry my hair my blowing under the fan..but mummy saes it will cause headache so maybe not too much..
and i love tis new song on my blog!
haha..i belong to me by jessica simpson..
its jus reli nice.
haf been listening it for countless no of times.
hope u lyk it too.(:
tats all..
nites loves.
hughugs (:
---12:50 AM---
Labels: orchard gathering. crab
went orchard todae to meet up wif yl n grp..she came back during her hols from overseas..
glad to see her adapting well to her life..n still the same cheerful yl..
haha..
the gals tok alot..
but the guys were so so quiet..
we were joking tt it seemed lyk the gals were entertaining the guys..hahax..
yups..tink we shd organise something for her 21st bdae when she returns back next sem too..(:
and i finally manage to contact hl.
after lyk 4 daes..
its reli veri worrying..though i haf used to ur constant disappearance throut tis 5 yrs..but still..its the first time its so so long..
i was tinking..was it cos ur phone is lost..or ur badly sick..all those bad random tots..
ur so horrible.
anyone can abandon fiona.
but not u.
ur supposed to accompany mi until when im 100 years old and all our hair haf turned white.
its a lifelong crabbit promise. (:
i got so much to blog abt.
bt i reli dunnoe how to.
reli.
so i asked hl to blog for mi on her blog.
lunch wif my youngest uncle tmr. he's flying for bangkok to work soon.
haha..he has alwaes doted on mi since young. (:
dinner wif family tmr too..mummy saes it countdown dinner..to avoid the crowd on mondae..
we are hafing my fav steamboat at tiong bahru..
cy told mi xoxo means lots of hugs n kisses..
haha..
so i shall end tis wif..
xoxo.
loveee (:
if i see u next to never
how can we see forever.
---1:25 AM---
Labels: malacca trip. tots.
pictures from my malacca trip.my sis is getting prettier, yes. haha..and she's still growing taller..im so much shorter than her though im 3 years older..boo..=( and i saw a merry go round in a shopping mall in malacca..but its a small one..haha..so i hopped onto it to take a pic..((: results were okay..hmm..maybe im below average..but i shd be contented..cos the big careless mistake in IT pulled mi down..but yups..i tink im happie wif it..i'll work harder next sem.. blogging n posting of photos are time consuming..normally it takes at least at hour!haha..unless my post is reli short.. time flies..its 2008 in lyk 3 daes..tis year zoomed by so quickly..too quickly..the gals will def agree wif mi on tis point..2007 has been a reli quick year..the half yr of working..then camp..then sch..lessons..exams..and finally holidae..cant believe sch is starting in one week..i haven even rest or play enough..=(but i muz thank u pple who haf been wif mi all these while..(: zr muz be on some mountain in msia now..wonders if theres any signal on top of a mountain..cant wait for her to come back on sundae..haha.. *thank u apple for blabbering wif mi on msn when im typing tis blog..zzZ soon too..=D hafing mani random tots no..but lyk wat cy saes..its hard to piece them together..so before my eyebags grow bigger n bigger..i shall go off to bed wif my comfy pillow n doggy.. nites sweets.lovelove.
---2:10 AM---
Labels: exams
results results..
its 28/12 now..
how???
its lyk a levels again.
im so scared.
its out alreadi.
im so so scared.
dam scared.
horribly scared.
shd i check now?
or check tmr?
=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(
how??
---12:21 AM---
Labels: 2b gals (:
i took so long to upload these photos..haha..slow in uploading reli..watched i am legend wif xy mel zy yj..love. haha..love the show..its intriguing..though its reli scary..tink i screamed alot..luckily no one infront scold or anything..haha..but its reli touching..esp the part abt his wife n daughter..the ending..and his dog..=(( the dog was so cute..so so so cute.. the love btw him n his dog was so terribly touching..mel n i cried alot too..but its reli sweet to watch the show wif my fav gals..haha..cos everyone of us were afraid..haha..though xy saes she screamed oni once..but still..haha..lyk will smith alot..tink he acted reli well..haha..so ur shd watch soon too! (: these are few mths photo..some 2-3 weeks..haha..but i love those smiles n laughter..they are reli infectious..haha..we reli had so much fun during our outings..so..every1 muz go for the bbq okays?it has been a yr plus since we had our bbq..i miss those gathering ard the pit bbqing n chatting n eating..=Dhaha..xy go lahss...xy xy xy xy xy xy xy..go go okays? ((:we shall all bombard xy wif an sms to go everydae..(: n zy randomly send such a high sms to go kbox..haha.. 2b 2b 2b 2b 2b.2b gals.2008 is 8th year le lohs.haha..thank u. lovelove.
---11:37 PM---
Labels: merry christmas
oni dear crab understands mi so so much.
im feeling so weird now.
maybe even mi myself dun understand myself anymore.
exam results most prob on 28th..2 daes later..
im so worried.
so so worried.
wonder wat ill my parents reaction be.
but im glad to be back.
was so homesick.
miss my home so much. miss spore. miss my dear frens.
now i finally understand..how zr feels when steven is away..or worst still overseas..
and zr is going msia tmr for her odac mountain climbing..
christmas tis yr was spent in msia..
but still manage to come back to spore on christmas afternoon..
and thank u sweets for the wishes..
haha..they brought smiles to my face..(:
i still feel weird,
crab how?
merry christmas pple!
so happie to be back..haha..
lovelove. hugs*
---1:09 AM---
Labels: song. star cruise.
heard the song right here waiting by richard marx at the klounge on the cruise..
reli nice song..
classic piece.
haha..cant believe im going for another 3 daes to msia..it'll be malacca..
hopefully it'll be fun too..(:
but i miss spore. haha..
tinking back..i reli enjoyed the cruise..
and..despite all the incessant eating..
i lost 1 kg!!!!! 1kg!!! wahas..maybe cos i din eat breakfast n lunch todae..but still..((:
and tis cruise showed mi the meaning of wats fate n coincidence..
and i act saw zr's aqua senior..johannes..he was wif his gf..and we wore the same dress..she was sweet i muz sae..
haha..reli embarassing...
saw them quite a few times over the 3 daes..
ehs thank u hl.
u alwaes haf to hear mi ramble nonstop
maybe oni u can understand totally and share my emo-ness.
fiona hearts h.l.
not hl.
hinthints*
k lahs..
lovelove. =D
---8:59 PM---
im home home..=D at first i felt a big big sense of reluctance to leave spore.. but when the departure date came..i became reluctant to leave the cruise..haha.. cruise was relaxing..fun..(: lots of yummy food..heart the western..its reli well done.. *ignore those eyebags n fatness..haha..reli din zzz for 3 daes..maybe lyk 2h in total for 3 daes.. leaving for malacca by car on sundae 6am.. hope it'll be fun too.. haf alot to blog abt reli.. but it shall drag till im abiiiit more awake.. sleepy.. glad to be back at home.. lovelove. =D Labels: star cruise
---11:10 PM---
Labels: dress
shd i buy tis dress..haf been tinking for so long..but i still lyk it..the one in white..haha..bt yj n wq saes dun suit mi..humphs..k lahs..
going off soon..
lovelove (:
---2:10 PM---
Labels: christmas prez
finally bought a leather keys purse/pouch..haha..dunnoe wat its called act..for my daddy..gosh..spent so much time searching for it..((:
bought a maybelline lipgloss..a dress..some random hair clips..and a pair of crystal studded high heels..haha..its reli veri veri high..but its so pretty..shall bring it to star cruise tmr..haha..
bought a top for my maid as christmas prez too..
sigh..she came to spore to work becos her younger sis..who's oni 2 years old..has brain tumor..my mum said she showed her the pic of her family todae..and her younger sis reli has a big bump infront..which is the tumor..
i feel some weird pain in my heart after hearing it..how can a 2 year old child haf brain tumor..she's oni 2 years old..hope she'll earn enough money for her sis to haf her operation soon..
it makes mi realise..arent we reli lucky act..we can buy the things we lyk..do the things we lyk..treasure is the key word indeed..
leaving for cruise tmr..coming back on fridae afternoon..
hope it'll be filled wif loads of fun..
tataz.
lovelove =D
---1:23 AM---
Labels: downtown east chalet
went downtown east chalet on sat n sun..then bedok hawker centre for dinner wif horus..the food there is yummy i muz sae..almost every stall has won some award..but i muz rant..happily bought the tics for merry go round..but the person forbid mi n my sis to go in cos we are above 1.2m..why! was so disappointed cos it has been so long since i went on one..and theres reli no or i cant find places wif merry go round in spore anymore..=((bbq at the chalet was fun too..my uncle bought red wine..and my cousin bought mani types of alcohol..lyk some long island tea..they found it nice but it tastes bitter..and weird..haha..so i went to buy grape sparkling juice..creativity stike mi..so i added lyk abiiiiiiit of red wine wif one cup of sparkling juice..so theres no bitter taste of red wine at all..act cant taste the red wine cos its reli little..haha..but it feels abit happie tt im drinking alittle bit of wine but yet din get drunk..haha..going star cruise tis wed evening..wif my family of cos..and my grandparents..mummy saes it''ll be full of eating n eating..cos theres a wide variety of cusines to choose from..and i cant wait to get into the casino..cos i haf nv been to the one act..wonders if the min age is 18 or 21..but i shall bring some black dress heels and makeup to make myself look older so tt i may haf the chance to go in..(:and i feel lyk swimming..haha..and play the slides too..and i lyk the seaview..the wind..hopefully it doesnt rain so tt there'll be outdoor activites..lots of packing up to do tmr..wonders if my phone can autoroam such tt i can call or msg..coming back on fridae..happie.lovelove.
---5:06 AM---
Labels: registration frustrations
im so horribly frustrated by the registration of timetable todae..
so mani problems but yet no solutions..
and our grp (a) is reli disadvantaged cos we can oni take a max of 16au..while b can take 19..
meaning..we can oni take the electives leftovers..the ones no one wan to take..when sch starts..
then wats the point of not sleeping the whole nite and rushing thru tis morning..
wats the point of rushing back home immediately from orchard after my suki buffet though i still haf to buy my daddy's and sis's prez..
wats the point of staring at the laptop hoping our class will appear all of a sudden..
wats the point of all the brainstorming and tinking and planning wat elective to choose thru the nite..
im so tireds.
sleepless for more than 24h..
i gif up.
lyk wat dm saes..theres reli nth we can do..
but thankfully..theres a few good frens..esp dm zy jiajia my buddy and wy who has helped mi alot..
we will get our class soon k..hopefully..
thank u sweets..(:
im reli sleepy.
ate mani charwamushi.
lovelove.
---6:14 PM---
Labels: confusing timetable . horus.
the timetable registration tmr is gifing mi a headache.
200 slots but 1500 on the waitlist..and tts not all yet..
reli reli hope i can get the sub i wan..
horus outing todae was simple. yet sweet.
im reli touched by our best freshie ( michael)
cos he organises every single event. calls everyone up to confirm. emails the details.
and calls everyone on the actual dae to ensure they reach the destinated place safely.
and he bought log cake..choc ice cream log cake from swensens during dinner time..to celebrate our fellow mates bdae..and christmas.
horus is so bonded becos of him.
cos he has organised so mani events ever since the camp..
*i miss freshman orientation camp (foc)*
and our seniors are specially helpful too.
alex ( year3 senior ) was patiently explaining to mi all the registration details. although he was busy himself.
i feel reli apologetic for being so lost but he was still saying its alright..no probs..
i reli lovelovelovelovelove horus.
everyone in horus and horus's seniors make a perfect picture altogether.
its so heartwarming.
haha..till now..
im still grateful to our cgl..for choosing us out of so mani applicants..to be part of horus.
horus.
lovelove. (:
---4:14 AM---
Labels: crabbit love
second entry for the dae.=)silly hl showed mi a pic she drew yest.( the first pic )she's crab. im rabbit.it took mi some time to realise the crab is pinchering the rabbit. humphs.so in return.i drew the second pic. ((=she's esp high tonite. muz be happie becos she went out wif her 3 good frens todae. she kips blabbering on msn. haha..so we continued till 6am until she's sleepy.hl has been real sweet. noeing tt i couldnt fall zzZ. she alwaes accompanies mi on msn until im sleepy..thank u sweet. (:we are the bestrabpigpigbitcrabpigpigcraband of cos..crabbit (:lovelove.
---6:04 AM---
Labels: a long dae out
went out wif apple yest.(:
will upload a photo and blog more abt it tmr. lovelove.
todae was spent walking all ard orchard..to find a nice bag for my mum..cos hers was old..and she needed one badly..jus tt she doesnt haf the time to go find a nice bag..
bought her a black guess bag..gosh..heartbroken.,.there goes all my past savings for teaching tuition..i def wont buy such a bag for myself..still luving the one i bought from fareast..but i tot it suits her..hope she lyks it..(:
mango was hafing a 50 percent off sale..haha..i managed to find a dress i lyk..it was 60..50% off..30..but i haf a similiar one (the one i wore to sci dnd)..but tis one was tighter at the bottom..i tot for 1mil yrs..walked mani rounds..and finally decided to buy it..luckily it was still there after a few rounds.. (:
mango was super crowded..every1 was shopping lyk mad..haha..maybe cos its rare they haf 50% off..hope it hits 70% though..haha..
bought the bag for mummy at wisma guess at 170..and it was the last piece..so there isnt any new pieces..=(( the sales assistant promised to help mi hold on to it for 1h..and i ran all around orchard to every single departmental stores..hoping tt any store may haf a new piece..but sadly..they din..=( i was reli running around..so finally i ran back to the wisma store..and luckily it was still there..and i bought it..(:
i muz haf been such a nice gal cos i took 1mil yrs to consider whether i shd buy a dress for myself..but a much shorter time to decide whether to buy a bag for mummy..haha..and before tat i went to mani mani shops to find a nice bag for her..but sadly i din find any..except bonia..my mumy lyks bonia..maybe next time when i work..or maybe if i recieve pay during attachment next sem..i'll buy a bonia bag for mummy..but now im reli too broke..and theres still dad and sis christmas prez to buy..
horus outing is tmr..but i may be late cos meeting mummy for lunch..she's complaining i haven visited her at her work place since my hols..and horus is hafing dinner together..and gift exchange..lovelove. (: update*the pic was another black dress i wanted to buy from mango act..photo not reli well taken cos the changing room was quite dark..haha..its a black dress too..but it is round in front..and the back is bare..haha..its reli quite a deep bareback..wif a cross..haha..i lyk it alot alot..esp the front..cos its simple but yet chic..haha..but my parents will murder mi if i buy such a dress..so din buy it..but i still lyk it alot alot.. i realised i cant throw away last sem's notes n books..cos i was told tat if i fail the exams..i'll haf to retake them..im reli so afraid..28/12..its lyk oni 2 weeks later..till now im still hafing bad dreams abt exams..i muz haf done badly..sigh.. horus outing tmr..cheer up! zr msged mi todae to tell mi she's doing well in her attachment..((= nites pple.. lovelove.(:
---10:39 PM---
Labels: long entry.
sometimes theres reli too much to blog abt..that i dunnoe wat to blog anymore..
mind's abit blank now..
maybe its due to too much lazing over tis 2-3 weeks of hols..
watched golden compass wif my family..
hmm..tot it was okay oni..
cos they left too much parts for the next episode..
din explain mani key points..
and the ending was quite abrupt..
but i tot the small young gal who is the main character..was cutes..
but still..
i dun lyk shows wif no ending..cos it feels veri incomplete..
and to tink tat romantic princess ended off wif a no-ending ending again..
bleahs..mingshu will def agree wif mi on tis point..
or maybe wq too..( wuzhun! ) (:
outing on fridae was sweet..us usual..
but yet..something seems to be lacking..
cos mel left early..and xy din come!!!
humphs..and ky too..=((
can we haf another full outing? =(
and it was so so crowded in orchard tt dae..so so crowded..
esp in cine..even though it was past 10pm..
but i was so amazed by the no of heavily make up gals..
more than half..almost 2/3 of the gals had thick makeups..
all those thick black eyeliners..coloured lenses..fake eyelashes..and superb revealing outfits..
i dun deny they do standout reli..and some of them look quite fine..
but yet..
it seems lyk the concept of simplicity is beauty..is gone gone..
but when u see too much of gals wif thickup..suddenly..it becomes reli ni4..
after sometime all of them seem to look the same..
maybe stunning..but yet..all the same..
i haf alwaes admired pple who look pretty naturally..wifout any thick makeup or anything..
jus pretty..
perhaps abit of makeup is acceptable..
but when its too much..its not nice anymore..
and yups..i haf alwaes tot zr is reli pretty..a best example of natural beauty..haha..
loved her sharp features..
i tink she's still the same wif or wifout makeup..
and infact..i tink she's prettier wifout makeup..
cos she looks healthy..tanned..sporty..and refreshed..(:
digress abit..
zr is hafing her attachment in ang mo kio hospital now..
i reli admire her..alot alot.
cos she exchanged her oni free time during tis hols..
to do attachment..and its wifout any pay..
when i did shopping for her trip wif her last week..
she was so rushed..cos she jus finished her paper tt nite..and 1 dae later she muz fly off the bangkok to attend a conference wif her nursing mates..
she din even haf time to look at her stuff slowly..
spent less than 5 min in every shop..
hmm..ever since sch started..she hasnt even gone online for the past months..
all her time is spent on her studying..to fulfil her ambition of being a good nurse..spent on steven..spent on family..
perhaps i shd be lyk her too..spent much more time on my studies..
instead of going out..or watching tv..
i feel guilty..=(
but im happy for zr..
admire her for being so selfless..
how mani pple are actuali willing to dedicate their whole life..jus to helping pple..tts y she chose tis career path..cos it enables her to help others..instead of office jobs..where u sit the whole dae jus to complete those documents or projects..
i cant.
i cant bear the sight of seeing pple suffer..see them in pain..see them die.
zr i heart u.
though i wan to complain abt our so so little meetings.
but i understand cos u haf a busy schedule. so much tt i dun even tink u haf time to go online to read tis blog. haha..
but i hope u'll continue to perservere..and do well..
heart u heart u. (:
sometimes..when we are too caught up in something..or maybe if we are the pple involved..
we tend to not see the big picture..we tend to neglect so much details..
until we see tat similar thing happening to someone else..
its then that we wakeup..y is it tt i din realise tis etc.
haha..i dun tink anyone can understand wat im trying to sae..but well..haha..
sometimes ( lyk now..3.40am on msn)..i blame hl for not making the initiative to ask mi out..
sometimes i feel tat all these yrs i haf put in alot into our frenship..perhaps alot more.
but yet.
i noe tat she will alwaes be the one to be there for mi no matter wat happens.
she will alwaes support mi regardless of any decision.
she's the oni one who listens to my rubbish when i cant fall zzZ at nite.
she'sthe one who accompany mi to do stupid crazy things or go to weird places..lyk ikea. jus to eat hotdog bread.
she's the one who held on to mi when i experienced so so much these 5 yrs.
when i tink back of all those small little things added up together.
im touched.
i took alot alot from u. haha..(:
* k lahs..i help u jiayous for yp..i noe u still lyk yp more than cedric..c3 i not sure though..opps..hahaha..
its 4am.
time for sleep.
cant fall zzz these daes due to some random sharp pains. =(
i hope the pain killer helps.
tis is a long long entry.
haha..
and yups..
i lyk my new template..
balloons and dress (:
and i lyk tattoo by jorin sparks..
and and..no one by alicia keys..
now i muz stop myself from continue msning wif hl..
haha..
orchard wif apple tmr..love.
it has been so long..
finally we are going out again..
haha..
goodnites.
lovelove (:
---1:26 AM---
Labels: h
huiling i miss my H..
but i'll nv see h again..
how??
=((
---10:46 PM---
Labels: bash..sleepless nite..couldnt fall zzZ yest..was flipping and turning for mani hours till 8am..
yes 8am..my parents maid haf all waken up by tt time..it was such a perfect weather for sleeping..perhaps it was the milk tea green tea all types of tea i drank..haha..but i managed to fell zzZ from 8plus to 1am..(:my legs are still aching from the long long walk on tue to butter factory..it was such a long walk from clarke quay to boat quay..
and we kept getting lost..when we reached butter factory..we jus stood round a table thruout cos there were no more seats..=(but we finally managed to get a seat when we went out to eat bak ku teh..jus to satisfy the sudden craving for bak ku teh..then we went back together..picture :part of my og..horus..(:some of them were wif their frens..or dancing..my mascara smudge so so much cos was reli sleepy..and kept yawning..the tears smudge the mascara cos it wasnt waterproof..so i reli became panda..moral of the story : use waterproof mascara if ur eyes tear alot..(:tried pure luxe powder foundation tat dae..brought it online from usa..and it is reli good..it doesnt feel cakery..haha..u dun feel lyk theres a layer on ur face..
its reli light..love it..haha..yeas..2b outing tmr..but the plans are not fixed yet..bleahs..congrats..all of ur exams are over!!! finally..tmr tmr..lovelove. (:
---7:38 PM---
Labels: happie birthdae cheeyen (:
happie birthdae cheeyen..(:
wanted to find a cake picture..
but i cant find any nice ones..and im all sleepy and tireds from the bash jus now..
bash jus now = walking and more walking..=(
and bak ku teh..(=
shall find a nicer one..or i draw!
haha..
happie happie bdae..=D
lovelove.
goodnites (:
---4:33 AM---
Labels: week after exams..
i simply refuse to sign up facebook.
they bluff mi.
meiyin sent mi pics of the horus gals outing on wed using facebook..
at first i can view it though i dun haf any acct..
but after tt..i cant view it anymore..
every click refers mi to the sign up pg..
so evils..
i refuse to sign up..
humphs..
cos it takes time to manage facebook too..
though theres alot of time now since its hols..
but..shall see..wont haf facebook any time soon..(:
last time in uni..when theres hols..the teachers will declare..but now its lyk..a known fact..the teachers dun sae anything..its jus hols..then hols lohs..hais..independence..
time passes by so quickly after exams..tt i forgot whether it was thu or fridae todae..reli..i forgot until zr reminded mi..
mani things to blog abt..
wed - horus gals shopping outing
thu - kbox wif ntu 2b pple..nus faster fini..(:
fri - a short dinner at woodlands wif dear zr..
will post pics wif the entry..(=
tmr equals to mummy gifing my sis and i a treat at orchard for high tea..
my hair is still wet.
i guess i reli nid a hairdryer tat blows cold hair..
the one i haf blows air as hot as 100*C..haha..
addition:
im so worried for my results reli..and im so confused and helpless over the timetables system..urghs..=((
3.0/5.0 is b-
but im not even confident of getting a b-.
how?
="(
---2:25 AM---
