Labels: loves
im at my 300th posts already (:
bought a pair of pretty dark blue heels
but it hurts =(
ate reli good buffet at amara hotel element restaurant for dinner just now with family
took photos
and i look like a pufferfish with big eyebags =((
i tink heels hurts alot alot
but it give girls that extra boost of confidence.
heard this reli cute song twice
cute u up by boa
"i'll eat u up yumyum."
haha
sounds like perfectly glutton me
chocolate fondue is love
what can be better than fresh strawberry coated with warm chocolate
one of my wildest dreams is to haf chocolate strawberries and cherries in a big big warm bathtub
tonight will be all on french presentation slides
---12:59 AM---
i was so tireds
that i fell asleep immediately when i reached home
i even fell down at nanyang audi stairs today
luckily it was going up
if nt i'll roll down ="(
the end of the stair steps scratched my ankle
im so accident prone nowadays
i reli want to go to the bar in carlton hotel one day
the songs were so nice
heard an old familiar song which i loved so much sometime back
wait for u by elliot yamin
it still sounds so good and touching now
this year has been like a roller coaster
one moment im so happy
the other moment i feel so down
and im getting tireds of all this rapid changes
i keep reminding myself
i shdnt whine
shdnt complain
but its not that im nt contented
its just that the troubles are eating me up
im hafing nitemares
i woke up sobbing
after so much
i reli understood the idea of simplicity
i haf been hafing to tink too much
i reli dunwan anything else
it could be just so simple.
---4:39 AM---
cried.
---6:56 PM---
i feel unhappy today
this is the first time
i reli do not have any energy anymore.
---2:48 AM---
Labels: school. babes.
that heart to heart talk with mimi and jiji made me felt so guilty
how can i nt haf noticed u were very upset last dec
felt so guilty too
for brooding over sadness which seems so minute in comparison
but somehow this made me realise how impo each of ur are
in this tiring and nv ending busy uni life.
and i love u darling.
ji and i are in fal now
we couldnt find a seat together
.:: Horus ::. fiona [.pink apple loves her purple apple.] 2b gals. bebop.ajax.horus.tut gals love (: says:
darling
.:: Horus ::. fiona [.pink apple loves her purple apple.] 2b gals. bebop.ajax.horus.tut gals love (: says:
where are u sitting
~ says:
3 blocks of table beside u
~ says:
same row
*then we moved slightly back and turned at the same time and waved. (:*
.:: Horus ::. fiona [.pink apple loves her purple apple.] 2b gals. bebop.ajax.horus.tut gals love (: says:
OMG
.:: Horus ::. fiona [.pink apple loves her purple apple.] 2b gals. bebop.ajax.horus.tut gals love (: says:
WE TURNED TOGETHER
.:: Horus ::. fiona [.pink apple loves her purple apple.] 2b gals. bebop.ajax.horus.tut gals love (: says:
TELEPATHY
loves.
---11:50 AM---
peking pig is very very important.
and yummy. =(
---3:41 AM---
Labels: gfs
i reli reli do miss my girls alot.
im so hoping this sem will end soon
and we'll all meet
all all.
and chat and gossip nonstop
like the past 8 years.
loves.
---3:28 AM---
Labels: xoxo
theres reli a long long list of things i wan to do
from simple to hard
its just that
i dun know how to get started
but i wan them badly
so i reli will start soon
love beyonce songs
her vocals are superb
shd i change blog template
it has been a while
girls shd be happy and confident
i lost them long ago
hopefully i can find them back
loves.
---11:38 PM---
jus came back form a less than 24h chalet with family in downtown east
watched hotel for dogs
there were like more than 50 dogs in the movie
super super adorable
hugssssss (:
cw brought me to changi village to eat cos i was feeling very famished
and we parked at this reli famous changi village carpark
and i saw like 10 transexuals who provide services
and the worse thing is
i saw guys patronising them
i dun understand
how do guys react to so called girls who are actually guys
i tink the more i see
the more i lose faith in guys
=(
---12:54 PM---
Labels: francais
french role play test just ended.
as my partner and i din noe how to end the speech
it was supposed to be role play of a couple deciding where to go for holidays
i just ended with je'taime
and he act give that cheeky look and then reluctantly funnily said
moi aussi
gosh
so sad laaaaaaa..=(
nudges if u see this
help me change my blog song to halo k
i haf been hearing it for many days nonstop
addicted
haha
weekends are coming
c'est belle.
---12:08 PM---
seeing so many of my girls go exchange
usa denmark etc etc etc
i feel so different
exchange nv used to cross my mind
the idea of living alone in such a far away foreign country for a whole 6 months was unimaginable
was happily contented to stay in spore in ntu for 3 years
but yet seeing how everyone can be so independent
makes me realise how i still haven grown up at all.
suddenly
i feel like going overseas.
---1:53 PM---
Labels: french relief tutor
my french relief teacher is so good looking
friend says he looks like daniel craig
i feel that he looks even much much much goodlooking.
its like really really goodlooking.
i tink he makes me fantasize.
hahaha.
---12:31 PM---
Labels: school
theres this french classmate in my class
whos reli reli good in french
supposedly a junior cos he is year 1 accountancy
he's so so organised in his work
that it makes it so admirable
was saying i feel so slack as compared
when i was in year 1. and even now.
i pon lessons whenever im tireds or happy or feel like it.
then he said
one lesson in school is $70 plus dollars
omg.
i din act realise that
but it sounds so logical
considering 1 year fees is like 8-9k
gosh
i tink i wasted 2k or more per year already.
=""(
---12:19 PM---
Labels: halo
halo by beyonce is so so horribly good.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48WOurBDqB8
i wish i can feel like that song one day.
loves.
---3:31 AM---
Labels: random happiness
i was reli tireds and dying
by the marketing risk marketing risk repeating and repeating.
but after that
the chicken wings and the pokemon ball i turned from the machine made me happy
the baby blue pokemon ball which is actually a mirror
(:
and to u.
i felt pretty yest.
thank u.
---1:05 AM---
Labels: CLawafter a longlonglonglonglong day of lessons.
i kept taking photos using zy's hp after risk sem.
just stole them over today..haha..
mimi hp is filled with my sleeping photos
like ALMOST ALL THE PHOTOS ARE ME.
i suspect she admires me.
and thank u babes and 1 lucky doug.
ur saved me with ur CLaws.
i can sleep happily now.
lovelove.
---1:14 AM---
Labels: randomnesssss
i recently fell in love with this song
fish leong's 没有如果
its so nice. (:
如果我说 爱我没有如果.
and JIJI!!!
EYECANDY N JUST WALKED PAST IN FAL
SEE
I STILL SEE N WITHOUT U BESIDE ME =D
but i still tink blackblack the best (:
OKAY
EYECANDY N IS WALKING PAST NOW THE THIRD TIME
(:
orhhhs
i found my 3rd eyecandy W yest in company law class
which all of them violently disagrees
only jolencia agrees ((:
but pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff...........................
y are all my eyecandies either taken or jioing some babe
arent they mineee =(
girls shd haf more eyecandies in school so as not to fall asleep in class.
lovelove (:
---12:28 PM---
i swallowed glass while eating siew mai
went tan tock seng hospital a and e
doctor stuck a hose through my nose to scan my throat
it was so painful that my tears kept falling and falling
dcotor says cant see the glass
it may haf gone down and scratched my throat
but yet i still feel it there now
traumatising
horrified
i kept shivering non stop after the long hose went all the way in.
thank u to cw
for accompaying me at the hospital for a good 5,6h
the price of beng a glutton
this is the first time i dun feel like eating anything anymore.
---4:45 PM---
Labels: make up
make up lesson was so useful and fun
i applied my first proper eyeliner
=D
teacher says we muz moisturise our face everyday
cos girls act age at
guess?
15 years old!!!!!
but the signs will only start showing after 20s
which is now.
omg.
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
---3:26 PM---
Labels: random
the shopping syndrome got into me again
just within 3 days
i bought a dress..tube with a skirt like dress.
my VS logo bag
a VS wrislet
another white off shoulder dress today
10 silver pearl eyemasks from taiwan spree
and is that all..
i cant rem.
yupyups..haf to control soon..
but somehow i tink jiji always seduces me to shop with pretty stuffs
haha..or is it act because i just cant control the temptation.
mimi talked to me randomly online today
about many many theories
which i totally understand
and i know that in order for her to say such stuffs to me
she must haf been in a similar situation before
perhaps she's the closest person to understand how i feel
and i tink im in the process
of loving myself a tad more
cos i realised
for the past 20 years
i felt reli loved
but it wasnt me loving myself
it was the pple around me loving me
but i cant make them love me and make them all so tireds
its my turn to love them like i always did
and love myself just that bit more
though to me loving myself = shopping more eating more and sleeping more
=(
haha
everyday
i tink of nudges goldfish bz and zr
and then wonder if they are well
and i reali miss them alot alot alot.
im going for a formal wear makeup course tmr morning
time to rammage through my drawers for all the makeup
its friday
lovelove. (:
---11:06 PM---
Labels: victoria secrets
say hello to my new darling (:finally got this bag.and i like it alot.im back to the happy-because-i-bought-something-i-like stage.black and gold. black and gold. black and gold. black and gold.
---2:37 AM---
Labels: stressed out.
i had a panic attack just now.
2h before my presentation
opened hotmail
JUST TO REALISE THE FILE I SENT YEST NITE AT 5AM WASNT IN MY INBOX
no record of sending
not in drafts either
spent an h from 12pm till now 1255pm
trying to teach my sis how to send such a huge file
screamed in the phone
shouted like mad
file was taking forever to upload to hotmail
failed.
etc etc etc
failed.
finally now.
sending via msn
please let it succeed.
perhaps i was too tireds at 5am
i rem uploading the file totally
i most prob forgot to click the send button
stupid me
marketing presentation in an h
graded
i feel so horribly stressed.
please let it work.
---12:52 PM---
went greenhouse for dinner jus now
the person who sliced the sashimi complained i finished 70% of his salmon belly
and i wore a black dress with black stockings
but i forgot to take a picture
=(
AND I HAVEN STARTED MY TAX QUIZ ON MON 830AM at all.
i <3 my life.
---1:41 AM---
