Labels: long entry.
sometimes theres reli too much to blog abt..that i dunnoe wat to blog anymore..
mind's abit blank now..
maybe its due to too much lazing over tis 2-3 weeks of hols..
watched golden compass wif my family..
hmm..tot it was okay oni..
cos they left too much parts for the next episode..
din explain mani key points..
and the ending was quite abrupt..
but i tot the small young gal who is the main character..was cutes..
but still..
i dun lyk shows wif no ending..cos it feels veri incomplete..
and to tink tat romantic princess ended off wif a no-ending ending again..
bleahs..mingshu will def agree wif mi on tis point..
or maybe wq too..( wuzhun! ) (:
outing on fridae was sweet..us usual..
but yet..something seems to be lacking..
cos mel left early..and xy din come!!!
humphs..and ky too..=((
can we haf another full outing? =(
and it was so so crowded in orchard tt dae..so so crowded..
esp in cine..even though it was past 10pm..
but i was so amazed by the no of heavily make up gals..
more than half..almost 2/3 of the gals had thick makeups..
all those thick black eyeliners..coloured lenses..fake eyelashes..and superb revealing outfits..
i dun deny they do standout reli..and some of them look quite fine..
but yet..
it seems lyk the concept of simplicity is beauty..is gone gone..
but when u see too much of gals wif thickup..suddenly..it becomes reli ni4..
after sometime all of them seem to look the same..
maybe stunning..but yet..all the same..
i haf alwaes admired pple who look pretty naturally..wifout any thick makeup or anything..
jus pretty..
perhaps abit of makeup is acceptable..
but when its too much..its not nice anymore..
and yups..i haf alwaes tot zr is reli pretty..a best example of natural beauty..haha..
loved her sharp features..
i tink she's still the same wif or wifout makeup..
and infact..i tink she's prettier wifout makeup..
cos she looks healthy..tanned..sporty..and refreshed..(:
digress abit..
zr is hafing her attachment in ang mo kio hospital now..
i reli admire her..alot alot.
cos she exchanged her oni free time during tis hols..
to do attachment..and its wifout any pay..
when i did shopping for her trip wif her last week..
she was so rushed..cos she jus finished her paper tt nite..and 1 dae later she muz fly off the bangkok to attend a conference wif her nursing mates..
she din even haf time to look at her stuff slowly..
spent less than 5 min in every shop..
hmm..ever since sch started..she hasnt even gone online for the past months..
all her time is spent on her studying..to fulfil her ambition of being a good nurse..spent on steven..spent on family..
perhaps i shd be lyk her too..spent much more time on my studies..
instead of going out..or watching tv..
i feel guilty..=(
but im happy for zr..
admire her for being so selfless..
how mani pple are actuali willing to dedicate their whole life..jus to helping pple..tts y she chose tis career path..cos it enables her to help others..instead of office jobs..where u sit the whole dae jus to complete those documents or projects..
i cant.
i cant bear the sight of seeing pple suffer..see them in pain..see them die.
zr i heart u.
though i wan to complain abt our so so little meetings.
but i understand cos u haf a busy schedule. so much tt i dun even tink u haf time to go online to read tis blog. haha..
but i hope u'll continue to perservere..and do well..
heart u heart u. (:
sometimes..when we are too caught up in something..or maybe if we are the pple involved..
we tend to not see the big picture..we tend to neglect so much details..
until we see tat similar thing happening to someone else..
its then that we wakeup..y is it tt i din realise tis etc.
haha..i dun tink anyone can understand wat im trying to sae..but well..haha..
sometimes ( lyk now..3.40am on msn)..i blame hl for not making the initiative to ask mi out..
sometimes i feel tat all these yrs i haf put in alot into our frenship..perhaps alot more.
but yet.
i noe tat she will alwaes be the one to be there for mi no matter wat happens.
she will alwaes support mi regardless of any decision.
she's the oni one who listens to my rubbish when i cant fall zzZ at nite.
she'sthe one who accompany mi to do stupid crazy things or go to weird places..lyk ikea. jus to eat hotdog bread.
she's the one who held on to mi when i experienced so so much these 5 yrs.
when i tink back of all those small little things added up together.
im touched.
i took alot alot from u. haha..(:
* k lahs..i help u jiayous for yp..i noe u still lyk yp more than cedric..c3 i not sure though..opps..hahaha..
its 4am.
time for sleep.
cant fall zzz these daes due to some random sharp pains. =(
i hope the pain killer helps.
tis is a long long entry.
haha..
and yups..
i lyk my new template..
balloons and dress (:
and i lyk tattoo by jorin sparks..
and and..no one by alicia keys..
now i muz stop myself from continue msning wif hl..
haha..
orchard wif apple tmr..love.
it has been so long..
finally we are going out again..
haha..
goodnites.
lovelove (:
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