Labels: misses
im getting so random n frusutrated nowadaes..
realised im so so lost..
so so confused..
uni is..independent..
we jus haf to rely on ourselves..
of cos..frens and seniors def will help..
but u noe..sometimes the feelings inside..the frustrations..it jus accumulates..
at first..i tot..though although my bestest pple are both in nus..its okay cos nth can separate us..nth..
but yet..when i go to school..yups..i haf my og..my tutorial mates..i reali luv horus..but..yet something is missing..
the ability to haf u suddenly appear infront of mi..the company thruout..maybe im still living in the sit-at-grandstand-everydae-after-sch..the late nites out on fri..the-walk-out-to-the-bus-stop..the-take-bus-together ( though sometimes roo sacrifices and take 67 )..
was so frustrated cos i dun noe how to use my financial calculator..though its supposed to be simple..then i went online..i saw roo..i saw my crab..when im toking to ur tis min..u noe i feel so overwhelmed..a mixture of mani feelings..happiness..misses..sad..relieved..grateful..etc etc..its so so minute..but i feel so blessed..but yet..i feel abiiiiiiiit of tendency to act tear..cos i reali reali reali miss u..tis small little msn conver..the rubbish..the crap..its so small..but yet it has made mi forget all the irritatedness im hafing due to the finan cal..
uni life is fun..its new..but yet a part is missing..u u u..
you.
i finally begin to understand y yj was rambling..y she said the lesser time to meet up is so crucial..it reali is..everything we share is jus irreplacable..
though im so sleepy..so tireds now..im unwilling to leave the conver..how to..when its bringing smiles onto my face..(:
* thank u pokey too *
its time to pick myself up..and walk tis path bravely strongly..though ur are far far away..i noe no matter wat happens..u will nv leave..we muz hold on to it..we muz jiayous in uni k..
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