Labels: happie bdae..work..tots..
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE APPLE!!!! =DDDDDDDDD
im so so sorry for wishing u so late..i reali forgot todae's 11th which is ur bdae..though i haf written it 100 times over the faxes during work..im so sorry..i'll fini e necklace asap n gif it to u k..hope u'll lyk it..though i haven reali started..oni started tinking..
ur 19th now..haha..im still 18th wor..bleahs..=PP
haha..hope u enjoyed urself k..n of cos..ur wishes will come true..i so so wish u'll join mi in nus biz..if i reali take up nus biz..but i noe..its ur veri impo choice..so i wont persuade u..lets see k..hope we'll end up together..
thank u apple for the past 2 yrs..i'll nv forget the bit n pieces we had..n thank u so so much for standing by mi..for holding on to mi..finally..sweet 19..n apples will alwaes rules k..C:
i haf so so much to sae abt work..my new job at abn amro raffles quay..but..theres reali no time..somehow..though its my dream job..bank job..plus at raffles..but im not happie at all..sometimes..i feel so lonely..so distant..its lyk everyone is so distant..so out of reach..i dun feel lyk myself..although e job at hsa was harder..i was so much happier..i find myself missing them so so much..will i ever find such nice colleagues again..i hate the complicatedness of the bank industry..the masks pple wear..the ways they use to get the things they wan..the selfishness..of cos..im not saying everyone is lyk tis..but sigh..mostly are..
now..im questioning myself..if i reali wan a bank job..will i sacrifice everything else jus for a high pay..but in life..sometimes its jus so inevitable..its reali the prioritiess..im afraid to find myself staying in an unhappie job jus becos of the pay which i nid to support my family or evn myself in future..but tis is life isnt it..we'll nv get everything we wan..we jus haf to weigh..n see wats most impo..at least during tat time..
n i still feel tireds..sometimes..i reali haf no energy left to carry on..for eg..to teach tuition..or even go for work..but im still hanging on..its snapping too much of my energy..suddenly..i feel as if i haf neglected myself too much..for things such as working..it has been so long since i last pampered myself wif rests..hair treatments..or even jus sit down n type a proper entry..i jus wan a dae to sleep..wake up late..munch on something sweet..n watch tv..or jus listen to songs or read a book..it has reali been so long..im lyk losing myself..i feel ugly..un-taken care of..abandoned..i guess i reali reali nid to find time..to catch up wif myself..n u gals..i muz find e time..
tats almost all..its getting close to midnite soon..i wanna watch my vcds..feel lyk eating cotton candy suddenly..
once again..happie bdae darling..purple apple + pink apple = a big big sweet sweet colourful apple..
love.
---11:40 PM---
