Labels: 6 weird things..love.(:
ahhs..im lazy to blog nowadaes..gosh..even zr is blogging more than mi..and i do enjoy ur posts of cos..please continue the habit..=P
i so so want to blog abt my first time to zouk yest..but as usual..lazy..so..next time k..
but anw..got tagged by dear xy to admit 6 weird things abt myself..but how to answer..im perfectly normal..hahax..k lahs..i'll to dig out all the darkest secret..haha..
1. hmm..when i lyk to eat something..i'll kip on eating it nonstop..for daes..weeks..every single dae..until im sick of it..so i rem there was a period of time i lyked mac vanilla cone ice-cream..so i ate nonstop..everydae after sch wif hl..and it was mani at one go..haha..n of cos..mani other food..so..once i lyk something..i reali reali lyk it alot alot alot..veri extreme and cant let go..until maybe one dae i dun lyk it anymore..
2. toking abt food..i eat ALOT..ur gals shd noe..haha..ur alwaes see mi eat so much n start worrying..esp apple..she lyk freaks out when she see mi still munching on snacks despite jus hafing a meal..haha..i reali dunnoe y i eat..but i eat cos i lyk to eat..or i feel boreds..not becos im hungry..which is quite wrong act..haha..(:
3. i tok to my doggy..haha..tats so childish i tink..but i act treat it lyk a real dog or baby..haha..by covering it under the blanket etc..haha..and i muz hug it in order to zzZ well..luv luv hugging it alot alot..completely irreplacable..haha..
4. wq is my fren..tats considered weird..cos i can act understand wat she saes..and can accept tat frequency..indeed weird..haha..nahs..jkjk..hahax..but honestly..i tink wq kind of understands mi well..haha..so..luv luv..2bbbbbbbbbbbbbb galS!! (:
4. tat one above was no considered..so nows the real one..im veri veri insecure inside..reali veri..jus tat..i dun show it..and im veri inconfident of myself..low self esteem..i dun noe y..i reali tink i nid to find someone..who is able to make mi feel happie wif myself everydae..haha..but yups..i guess i nid time to train and sharpen myself more..im still veri raw i tink..haha..but if i start blabbering n exclaiming or screaming how chio the gals in e camp will be..forgif mi k..i nv fail to forget tat im supposedly one on the 240 too..but as usual..i dun trust or believe in myself..see..haha..
5. im a horribly timid person..nv fail to scream whenver i see insects..cockroaches..lizards..bees..i will nv forget once..when i was studying n reading some notes on e sofa at nite..then i fell zzZ..and when i wokeup..i saw a big greeny thing which is long n maybe rectangularish..then i was tinking..is it a ladies finger..but then i saw it moving..was so so freaked out tat i screamed lyk mad..and my mum wokeup to catch it and it was act a praying ( or is it preying..i tink its preying lehs..yj saes so too..but cherry saes its preying..but mel saes it doesnt matter..so..well..haha..(: )mantis..gosh..tink i'll nv forget tat incident..its scary..wat if it has landed on mi..thank god at least it chose the table..
but timid oso cos..when i go resorts..hotels..i dun dare to bathe alone..so i used to bathe wif my sis..and now..my mum muz lyk accompany mi beside the shower area..cos i jus dun dare to be inside the toilet alone..haha..and i reali become home sick jus within a dae..its scary..but home is still the happiest n safest place..(:
6. omg..finally..veri saturated..its kind of hard to tink abt 6 weird things on the spot..n im nice! cos each point is long..haha..okay..final point..no 6..weird cos i tink alot alot alot..veri emo..its lyk when im free..i end up tinking alot..even when before i zzZ..i'll oso tink..tink abt a big range of stuffs..and mood swing occurs as a result..complicated mi..feel down easily...
but im contented..cos i noe ur are part of it..it reali reali cheers mi up..and i noe..after i whine on the phone wif hl ( though i noe she will be too lazy to read my blog )..i forget all my rants n complains..
every every one of ur who are reading my blog now..though its not alot..are the closet pple in tis 18 years of my life so far..
i haf been greedy..childish..stubborn..lazy..expecting alot..reliant..but yet..we haf walked tis far..i totally luv the conver we had at wq's hse tat nite..we are not alone arent we..no matter wat are the challenges the difficulties the uncertainities..we are in it together..we will ignore wat are the normal ways tat pple go..and go by our own way together..(:
i shdnt be too naggy..and yj is rushing mi to fini tis post soon..haha..but lastly..although i din haf alot..lost alot these years..ur made everything turned fine..it forms tat big part of contentment ( of cos another part is my family)..it reali does..
fiona hearts u. (:
din mean to be so emo at 2am..haha..but u noe..tots..
lovelove.
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