i wan to say alot of things

in detail

but i need to keep positive

my loves celebrated my bday with me today

it was a night of

high. low. high.

mimi says i need to grow up

i haf been trying hard to grow up

but secretly

i dun wish to grow up

i wan to take a shortcut

i hope that someone will keep me lyk this

ungrown

grow up for me

let me stay this way

though ur dun read this

but thank u for the night

i act teared in the middle of steamboat

a call broke my heart

tears suppressed so long

finally came

theres too many things i dun understand

i cant believe

i dun accept

i keep going through them over and over again

but i cant pinpoint the fault

maybe its time for me to realise that its no one's fault

it just became like this

i love my non vigorous and safe night of celebration

haha

as compared to didi's la

and doug the luckiest guy on earth for being our guardian angel

heres a candid picture

i heart these pple

i feel shy saying mushy stuffs

mimi act filmed it

haha

the only thing i can say is

after 2.5 years

i still think your are the best thing that happened to me in ntu.

u.u.u.u.and.me

<3