Labels: back again (:
it has been a long 2 mths since i last blogged
time flies
intern has ended long ago
and its the second week of sch
school has been
lyk usual?
just tt this sem
i feel an additional sense reluctance
i reli dunwan sch to end
which will soon in 8 mths
perhaps now i treasure sch more
but i still skipped bio lect last week
went for bio lect for the first time yest
it was exactly lyk a level bio
just abit more detailed
i wonder y did i even choose this elect
since i scraped through alevel bio
=(
many things i reli wan to type abt
nowadays i feel different
perhaps its becos my bday is finally coming
i haf been escaping adulthood for reli long
telling myself im still not 21 yet
still 1 yr more. still a few months more
and suddenly
it dawns on me tt its here
im going to be 21 yrs old
adult
fully grown up
independent
though i always say i wan to be independent
i can be independent
deep down i know i can never be
im not strong
and even the smallest insect slightest darkness scares me
i know i shd try my best to be
but yet secretly
i dun wan to
blogging makes one think
just lyk im thinking now
alone in the school lab
typing
pondering
thinking
reflecting
typing
sometimes i feel so unachieved
like i always say
i wan to do this
do that
many many things
but i havent
perhaps laziness is stopping me
or maybe i just do not know how to start where to start
i hope i will get down to it real soon
and when list them here once im finally done (:
and i love my new ipod touch yes
i transferred all the songs from my laptop to my ipod
and though nt alot
there are abt 100 plus songs
and the scary thing is ALL of the songs are from nudges and only nudges haha
and the amazing part is i lyk every single song
though some of the songs are wat i specially requested for
but i reli lyk every song
i finally realised u reli know my rnb taste in el songs
thank u!
listening to songs make me emotional
but most of the time happy (:
and im taking malay this sem
with didi
selamat appears everywhere in greetings
i hope malay is going to be easier than french
it shd be
but french is still a more more beautiful language
wat if i took level 2..
hahaha
and i still love honey green tea the most most
sips
lovelove
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