day 6 of work.
had many many thoughts
but yet i cant pen them down
im exhausted from nv ending work still
jiayous pple.
i still love jay songs the most.
and my heels broke when i was with di mi ji.
i had to walk barefooted across raffles city
with a pair of broken heels in my hand
we had our coffee talk
or was it choc milk shake and milo and fries with many sauces talk
and i know few years down the street
we will still sit there
laughing at our childish recordings photos and words
love.
and thank u mimi
y is it that u understand wat im tinking
u shdnt
cos its sad stuffs
u shdnt understand =(
u shd be happy dear. (:
and i rem the quote from confessions of a shoppaholic
why is it that she loved to shop.
" when i shop, the world becomes beautiful
but soon after, the world is no longer beautiful anymore and i have to shop again."
there are act 2 types of shopping
shopping becos u love it. u wan to find something u like
or the second type when u just need shopping to distract or as a futile attempt to make urself happier
sadly
shopping now belongs to category 2
tas y i haf been trying to curb, trying to stop shopping, or at least reduce it
shopping shd be when ur happy.
but i reli need a pair of heels again.
i destroyed 2 pairs in less than 2 weeks.
that aside
im happy to see my darlings shopping esp mimi.
SHE ACT BOUGHT A SUPER HIGH AND SEXYAE PAIR OF BLACK HEELS.
i went to charles and keith today and saw it for myself
I WANTED TO BUY IT TOO.
but my size was oos.
WAILS.=""(
my blog is lacking photos.
waiting for mimi to send us soon.
AHMM.
stop auditing coin machines.
ACCOUNT FOR FUNDS INSTEAD. =(
time to choose my clothes for tmr and sleep
3h of sleep.
sigh
im becoming superwoman soon.
or no.
superGIRL still.
and pig u reli make me so disappointed
everytime i tink of it tears gush to my eyes or i start to tear
after i tried so hard
u din even try for anything at all.
and im sorry.
its almost.
its too close.
but im no longer good enough anymore.
---2:46 AM---
