Labels: random
the shopping syndrome got into me again
just within 3 days
i bought a dress..tube with a skirt like dress.
my VS logo bag
a VS wrislet
another white off shoulder dress today
10 silver pearl eyemasks from taiwan spree
and is that all..
i cant rem.
yupyups..haf to control soon..
but somehow i tink jiji always seduces me to shop with pretty stuffs
haha..or is it act because i just cant control the temptation.
mimi talked to me randomly online today
about many many theories
which i totally understand
and i know that in order for her to say such stuffs to me
she must haf been in a similar situation before
perhaps she's the closest person to understand how i feel
and i tink im in the process
of loving myself a tad more
cos i realised
for the past 20 years
i felt reli loved
but it wasnt me loving myself
it was the pple around me loving me
but i cant make them love me and make them all so tireds
its my turn to love them like i always did
and love myself just that bit more
though to me loving myself = shopping more eating more and sleeping more
=(
haha
everyday
i tink of nudges goldfish bz and zr
and then wonder if they are well
and i reali miss them alot alot alot.
im going for a formal wear makeup course tmr morning
time to rammage through my drawers for all the makeup
its friday
lovelove. (:
---11:06 PM---
