the pain is excruciating
for countless of times
i haf reflected
thought over and over again
why did it turn out tis way
the scars tat are craved on me
they pile up
they accumulate
they are irreversible
do i deserve all this pain?
no
no one does
the scars are all hidden
lyk the pain
all behind tt smile i tried so hard to fake
managed to fool the world but myself
but my heart
no one sees it lyk i do
no one feels it lyk i do
who knows?
no one knows
except me myself
its hurting too much
we know its time to let go
take me away
just take me away from this pain
---3:00 AM---
