Labels: sad tots. random.
its 10am and i jus reached school not long ago..
half an hr early for lect..
so im here blogging abit in the com lab..
yest was an upset nite for me.
cos sj acted wanted a real breakup wif cw.
y the word real shall leave it aside. loads of complications in it.
was talking wif cw all the way.
then later cw added me into a conver wif sj..
and i said wat i could and shd.
but after tt i guess i din help alot.
cos sj seems veri determined.
but.
i reli couldnt bear seeing them lyk tis.
they haf been together for 2 yrs plus almost 3.
but wat made me reli tink alot is..
y is it tt 2 pple who loved/love each other so much and long..
can act haf such strong doubts abt each other feelings..
then all the past and memories for so long..
does it jus become nth when one initiates a breakup..
are promises then meant to be broken.
update.
act i wanted to continue writing..
but sigh..
too mani things to pen down...
all saturated.
suddenly all tots are messed up.
but i'll do my best to help cw.
wish he'll be fine.
things haven been going veri smoothly.
but i feel blessed reli.
enough to pull me thru.
thank u for all the encouragement all the way.
tis path seems rocky.
esp wif so mani things happening to the pple i hold dear.
hang on too k.
jiayous.
its oni going to get better.
loads of love, love, love.
---9:58 AM---
