Labels: glutton.
sorry gals..still too lazy to post up pics i koped* from yj facebook..hahax..act oni lyk 1-2..so soonsoon k..(:
i tink im sick.
my head feels heavy.
body feels weird.
ate 2 panadols..hopefully..they work by tmr when i wakeup.
i tink im suffering from stress or depression or something.
cos i realised.
these few daes.
i haf been eating nonstop.
watever i see..i'll jus buy and eat or eat watever i can find at home.
and it doesnt help when my parents pamper me and buy home dinner plus supper everynite cos they noe i lyk it.
and jus now..i ate dinner..then dinner again..then supper..
which includes..
soup
yong tau fu.
vege.
salmon.
kaya bread.
my lovelove chicken nuggets
claypot tofu.
some kueh.
soyabean curd.
cakes.
and wanton noodle.
all these jus within less than a few hrs.
and before i reached my wanton noodle,
i was telling charles i felt lyk puking.
cos i ate too much for my stomach to bear.
and he was telling me not to eat anymore.
so i stopped for awhile.
but afew min later.
more than half of the wanton noodle went into my stomach again.
and now even after 2h..i feel so sick.
badly bloated.
and i reli feel lyk vomitting.
but i dunwan to.
cos its reli a horrible process.
my poor stomach.
gosh.
i tink im ill treating my stomach.
tis uncontrollable eating is reli scary.
being someone who reli can eat.
i rarely eat until i cant take it.
but tis time, i tink i ate reli far too much.
its lyk weird.
u eat and eat.
but the food doesnt reli haf much taste.
maybe its due to my greed.
wanting to eat everything.
its lyk eating and eating without even much noticing until the max point.
how?
muz be the stress.
sigh.
i dunnoe.
i muz be super heavy now.
and i feel so awful.
i tink i reli lost my balance tis time.
---3:11 AM---
