first pic..is one the big blister on my toes..4 blisters in total..jus becos i wore heels and walked all the way in suntec on sat..=( its lyk a bubble..wif some liquid inside..so gross rites..and it hurts..=( but its slowly recovering..(:

second pic..the vdae candies and card tt apple gave me..the sunflower on the card is painted by apple herself..reli reli pretty..it looks printed. hearts.

next few pics..pictures of the chocolate banana cake making process 1 dae before vdae..the chocolate looks so rich rites..yum yum..=D

next last few pics..of dinner at jap restaurant on sat nite..

i wonder y is it tt my body is becoming fatter..but my face is becoming so much slimmer..i look so weird and ugly..

deliberately ate more tt nite..oni to discover tt all the fats went to my waist instead of my face..humphs.

after effects of lack of rest. =((

i'll regain my glow soon soon.(:

how i wish i can be more determined. much less soft-hearted.

alwaes when i firmly tell myself.

tis will be the last time. etc.

i find myself going back to the start again.

again and again.

and the cycle repeats itself.

im so sick and tired of myself.

for the last time.

i shd work hard. i reli shd.

its 245am now.

and its raining reli heavy.

the jasmine tea.

the singing. the karaoke.

the songs.

the lift.

the lobby.

the restaurants.

the waiting area.

the entrance.

the exit.

are all gone.

the coldness scares me.

tat will be the last time.

tis will be the last time.

im so looking forward to L movie-lunch-kbox-dinner tmr.

will haf to wakeup reli early.

contented fiona.

goodnites loves. (:

xoxo.