Labels: tots..shopping..mum's bdae..
ahh..todae is my mum's bdae..happie bdae mummy! bought an ex bag for her..heartpain..haha..cos its hard earned money..but i tot it looked reali nice..n since i started working tis yr..so..shd spend more on her prez..haha..hope she lyks it reali..(:
n before i forget..muz go back to ntu for med checkup..second time..sigh..better get it over n done wif..before i forget..
retail therapy works..but im still looking for pretty skirts n bag n shoes..kip seeing nice tops oni..and did i mention..gosh..i started shopping alot at mango n zara..bought a few tops n a pair of jeans..maybe cos they are hafing at 30% sales..last time..used to rarely shop at such shops..but im beginning to lyk the clothes there..which is bad..cos they are generally reali more ex..but i totally luv the silverish grey tube i bought at mango..todae i saw the exact black one and was so tempted to buy it..but nahs..its quite stupid to buy the same top rites..but i reali luv the design..haha..so much abt shopping..but its still not enough..going to haf to buy more skirts..(:
and i still haf not had enough of shopping..i still wan to shop shop shop..and im not shopaholic..cos wq told mi she bought 8 tops on sun..im so mild..rites..;)
n i haf fallen sick..lyk reali sick..cos im hafing a reali bad sorethroat..and my voice has worsened..its husky now.. and it hurts so i reali dunwan to tok unless its necessary..but still u can call mi if u wan a taste of my sexiness..winks* wq..=P
nahs..i haf calmed down completely..(:
i realised y i was upset maybe cos all the while..i tot tat if the person reali lyks mi..and not jus for a moment..its becos im unique..becos of my character and maybe cos im at least average looking..maybe its jus tat i cant accept the fact tat i was tat easily replacable n a few mths were more than enough..its tat easy.
maybe tis where my ego lies..im jus greedy n petty..veri indeed..maybe tis is y after so mani years..im still evergreen (wahas..new word i learnt from nus arts camp)..cos im afraid tat theres no eternity..i tink im weird ( dun laugh wq..its ur fault)..cos i can stand anything..even if my bf treats mi horribly..lyk rubbish..but not if he tinks tat the feelings haf faded..and he falls for someone else..i reali cant..not at all..mono muz be kept mono..nth else..
its not his fault..cos he wans a gf..act who doesnt wan a partner..esp at our age..we would wan someone to rely on..to turn to..jus tat i cant condone the fact tat when he was nice to mi..he was doing the same to someone else..how can one manage to haf 2 pple in his heart..but of cos..its my fault cos i chose to believe wat he said..and it was mi who rejected..i seriously cant be expecting anything..but as usual..gals are greedy..gals..haha..
i still rem it was feb when he went in..and i tried to compensate by toking on the phone everynite..so tat at least he wont feel alone..but yet..at the end of june..ur telling mi u fell for someone else in april..2 mths..jus 2 mths..i felt so_ when u msged after everything i realised u form an irreplacable part of mi.. irreplacable? was it reali the truth..and i was saeing..i shd go reflect on my attractiveness level rites..haha..
i haf been tinking n tinking alot..i tink im hopeless cos i act feel bad not replying the smses or picking the calls..its jus tat i dun noe how to react again..but nahs..time will recover everything..so no worries abt tat frens part k..(:
but nahs..i dun feel upset anymore..veri sane..haha..now..nth its more impo than making myself fairer..cos the 2 camps haf made mi so dark..so mani activities under the strong sunlight..gosh..hope it works..at least abit..(:
wonder how's cherry mel n yj at their cultural camp..i tink i'll laugh when i see them wif their sp..haha..who noes..something may blossom..its their turn to rebond..(:
love.
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