Labels: work..schools..confused
work has been hectic these daes..find myself hafing more n more work to be done..work is no longer jus calling..writing..faxing..enveloping..now its more manual work..reports..filing etc etc etc..
its tiring mi down..but i'll jus look forward to next week..cos mon n tue are both off..hahax..^-^
find myself so desperately lost over the choices of schs..reali tat confused..i can spend the whole dae nite tinking..n still haven reach a conclusion..till now..maybe i shd reali seriously start sitting down n tink..but i dun tink i can reach an answer too..how..sigh..life is so realisitc isnt it..sometimes..choices are not governed by interests..but wat is the most practical..
its reali too hard to decide..shd i follow my heart or brain..wat if i live my life in regrets..theres no room for regrets reali..so wat is the way to ensure its the rite choice..is there any right choice in the first place..
it feels scary..cos theres no one to help mi..im going to make tis decision myself..n bear all the consequences..how? despite so mani advice given..( who all disagrees wif mi strongly and to go ntu instead of nus)..how can i go against it..but i reali reali hearts nus..how? wat shd i do?
utterly confused. when can i find the way out?
i wonder y working is more tiring than schooling.
i so miss bubble tea at grandstand.
decided to go back to visit ex colleagues on tue.
i miss them alot too.
life is sometimes all abt luck.
perhaps i finished mine the first time at hsa.
the wonderful grp of pple.
tats y im left wif none now.
still lucky to be able to get into abn amro.
but my department ( not all) now
jus makes mi quite sick
haf adopted the dun-cares attitude
as long as i finish my work
n stay true to myself
nth will affect mi. i'll not explain
cos.
i oni nid to answer to my heart.
(:
love.
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