Labels: frustrated..i nid to find an ans now..
its reali so painful to make tis choice..i tot i could convince myself to forget nus n go for ntu..but now i realised i cant..i jus cant let go of nus..im so sick of tis struggle btw nus n ntu..so irriated wif myself..so irriated to let the pple ard mi advise n advise..im so tireds..im not brooding..im not complaining..i am grateful at least i haf tis chance of making a choice..but im jus so sick n tireds..
i feel so lost..trying to find something or someone to hold on to..but i realised i cant..
perhaps no one other than myself..understand how important tis decision is..how badly badly i wan nus..tears will jus overwhelm my eyes when i tink of not hafing the chance to go nus..
i haf grown to realise..dreams dun exist at all..tell mi how do we realise our dreams..when we are living in tis practical world..it is total RUBBISH.
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