Labels: schools..courses..confusion..work..shopping..
its a miracle im act typing tis in office..cos..i dun haf my acct at work..tis reali made mi miss the daes in hsa when i can blog as much as i wan..n surf nets whenever im free..tats y there were regular posts then..but now..its almost impossible cos by the time i reach home..its alreadi so late..oni enough time to surf net or go msn for awhile..nvm nvm..june is coming..n work will stop soon soon..C:
these daes..the thing tats bothering mi is still..choices of uni plus courses..tis lyk so frustrating..blame it on the fact tat im not practical enough to choose wats best..n not determined enough to choose wat i reali wan..wat do i reali wan? i reali dun noe..cos taking business or acct has nv striked mi..perhaps..the previous tot was jus to continue science all the way..i nv tot of wat i reali wan..in jc..i took triple sc cos everyone saes tat by taking triple sc..u can take almost all the course in uni..which turned out to be so so true..mayb then..i was afraid of taking a new sub such as econs..but nah..i reali nv nv regretted the decision then..cos..it did turn out well in the end..n im reali grateful for the choice then..but mayb i shd haf start tinking of wat i wan long ago..instead of hafing the tot tat the main aim shd be to do well during A's..as long as i do well and can get into uni..the rest will be later..which is jus so wrong..perhaps i shd haf worked for wat i wan long ago..
but now its so diff..its a choice tat'll affect the rest of my future..one of the biggest biggest choice in life..but yet everything is still so confusing..
i noe wat i wan..yet i shd not wan wat i wan..
haha..tis sentence jus summarises my tots..the oni thing i can do now..is to go nus bz tok on sat and see for myself wat nus bz is reali lyk..n make a decision..but yet..im afraid tat wat i see on sat may disappoint mi..bus bz may not be as good as i tot it would be all the while..tis shows tat my passion for nus the sch itself is jus beyond cure..haha..and yups..let usp decide..called up to ask..and they sae they'll send letters tmr..so if i dun recieve my tis week..it means i din get it..then the person on the phone said tat act she can check for mi on the spot..but i rejected immediately..
see..another bad quality in mi..refusing to accept reality..sigh..so now..i'll wait..if i dun recieve it..it means usp dun wan mi le..
sigh..i reali reali nid usp as a reason for mi to enter nus..
its 5 plus now..another one h plus to end of work..going dinner wif my small uncle later at vivo cos he's flying off again tis weekend..he works in vietnam n come back oni once in a few mths..he's the uncle who dotes mi the most..haha..
n great spore sale is starting tmr!!! excited n geared up..haha..going to orchard after work..will make sure i stuff my closet wif clothes by the end of gss..^^
okay..haf to go n fini up my report for todae..will rant abt my long tedious report another time..(:
love
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