Labels: deep tots..2b gals..happie bdae..memories..
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it has been more than a month since i last blogged. too busy i guess..work is occupying so much time..practically the whole dae every weekdae..leaving oni the nite for myself to relax..and weekends are alwaes busy going out..n of cos spending time wif my family..
it has been so long since i shopped crazily..it has been so so long..when is great spore sale coming exactly?? (=
but it seems lyk now..theres so much more things to be done..haf to buy 2 big big prez..haf to plan..sigh..so most prob cant shop for myself first..but its okay..its great shopping for others too..
once again..alwaes when i haf so so much things to blog about..i jus dun haf a com infront of mi..but when i haf a com..it seems lyk i cant recall anymore..perhaps the intensity of the emotions could oni be felt then at tat instant..once its over..its lost..impossible to pen down anymore..but its okay..everything still serves as a form of memory..
i'll nv forget last thu when we went out together as 2b gals..y does time flies..its alreadi our 7th year knowing each other..gosh..suddenly..7 years seem so so long..but yet..it passed by so effortlessly..it seems lyk yest when we knew each other..when we first started our bbq..
ur form the best part i gained from rv..i reali cant rem how we ended up together..but im so so thankful we did..though each of us are diff..but i'll alwaes rem the fun n crazy laughters everytime we went out..the total complete lost of control..i reali hope the chalet we all planned n designed will come in july? we muz try our best alright..looking forward to tis sundae dinner..thank u gals..^-^
i realised i dun noe wat i wan ( not in terms of the courses..i'll tink carefully over the choice btw acct n biz soon)..im reali veri veri veri complicated..i realised..i reali dun noe who can ever reali see thru mi n unlock my heart completely..cos its reali hard..though im transparent..i dun lie..im not afraid to show wat i reali am..the inside of mi..but yet..i noe inside of mi..theres still the last barrier..the barrier which guards myself..the guard i haf to protect myself..cos deep down..im so so insecure..im afraid of losing anything tats dear to mi..though i dun act strong most of the time..the outside of mi is much stronger..yet the inside is still so fragile..so sensitive..so lost..but im not gonna show it..haha..its time to be independent isnt it..(:
usp interview tis sat..gosh..im reali quite scared n worried..heard its veri tough..still haven gather the right feelings yet..i'll settle down soon..and reali go all the way for it..i muz muz try my best..(:
had my first reali club experience yest at st james..ladies nite..cranberry juice is bitter sweet..stayed oni for 15min..cos it was quite late..it was a quite not bad experience..but tat isnt clubbing..cos there was no alcohol drank..no dancing..haha..bt overall..its reali quite alright..abit envious of some slim gals though..when will the fats fly away huhs..:)
tats all for now..its alreadi 1.30am..enveloped the whole dae..its scary when the pile of letters is as tall as 1m..luckily it din reach my height..but im tall tall tall..~
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happie 19th birthdae.(=
love love love.
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