there are reali so mani things i wan to pen down..will take some time to recollect everything..
firstly..i reali wan to thank zr for being the most regular visitor to my blog..cos u were the first to realised i changed my add..haha..changed the template too..it clearly described wat i needed..and it came true..
i reali reali thank god for gifing mi tis last chance to carry on..i dun noe how to sae it..but i noe part of my results come from being blessed all tis years..although my results arent fantastic..mayb average..but im satisfied reali..wat more can i ask for..although i admit sometimes i'll feel abit greedy and wonder..y did i get a b for maths..when its my best sub..and i alreadi got a b for prelims..cos few pple act make no improvements when A's shd be much easier than prelims..i dun dare to sae tat wat i haf now is due to my hard work..cos i knew..i din work hard enough..my mum n dad said again..see..if u haf worked abit harder..u would haf gotten 3 As..yea..it may be true..tats y i had reali no confidence at all..i reali din noe wat to expect..at tat time..i cant even visualise myself getting a B for any subs..cos i tot the papers were hard reali..tats y when i recieved the first result slip(the wrong slip) at first..i din noe how to react..i noe it isnt good enough to get wat i wan..but its alreadi better than wat i deserve isnt it..my results from prelim were horrible..got called into the principal's office..lectured wif a few other students my vp..but it was oni when i entered the working society..tat i realised tat act studying is such a pleasure as compared to working..it was oni then when i reali missed studying n was full of regrets..but lyk wat my mum said..it was too late..and there was nth i could do..so i oni prayed and prayed tat god can gif mi tis last chance..
and it came true..i dun noe how to repay tis chance tat has been given to mi..except to kip my promise to work hard..and to be a even better person..though tinking back..i reali wonder y i get Bs for subs i was better in during prelims..and As for subs which i were worse in..but as i recall..i realised..it was true tat i lost40 marks for 2 big questions for maths n 20 marks for physics..not forgetting phy spa..when i failed 3 pracs..so perhaps everything become more logical now..jus tat i let wenrong down..cos he's the most patient and best teacher i ever met..but perhaps he knew tat we did tried our best for physics..hope tat he enjoyed teaching us..despite my incessant questions and blurness when i kept asking for repeats of his answers..
theres reali so much to sae..shall digress abit..will continue the rest next time in another entry.. (im random) C:
i reali wan to thank afew of my closest pple all these years..how sweet is it when someone gifs u a small soft toy when she noes ur veri worried n afraid over the results..although she herself is equally or even more worried too..how sweet is it when thruout the 2 years of jc life..theres someone who alwaes offer help wifout fail whenever u needed it..how sweet is it when theres someone who gifs in to u but does everything to stop u when she noes ur making a mistake..how sweet is it whenever ur bored..you noe tat theres a no. u can alwaes call 24/7..how sweet is it when u noe u alwaes haf someone to rely on no matter wat happens..how sweet is it when someone stayed by u n helped u thru ur hardest times..
i lost some..i gained some..its the small small and insignificant things in life tat adds up together reali..though i fear..cos we are going to diff paths in life..take diff courses..but nth can remove anything we shared..
love.
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