Labels: sick..tots..dreamS..
something happened to my lips todae..the ulcer burst..bleed n bleed..finally it stopped bleeding but theres pus..its quite disgusting act..painful..cos even my lips cracked n was bleeding..i reali dun noe y tis is happening..when i drink more than 10 cups of water everydae..n i eat veg..eat fruits..but it doesnt seem to help..but somehow it din terrify mi when i see all the blood..mayb cos its my own blood..haha..but if i see tis on someone else..i reali tink i'll freak out..
it does hurts..the cracking everything..but all tis dun matter so much to mi..except the fact tat there may be a scar on my lips..will there be? please dun..its lyk my oni few assets..haha..anything but scarring..
zr saes it mayb something worse than normal ulcer..it scares mi..promised i'll see a doctor tmr if it doesnt recover at least abit..cos it has been worsening for a weeks plus..jus hope its nth bad..
enough of bad things..back to positive stuff..i strongly believe in retail therapy..cos..i jus bought a pair of shoes..one pants..one top (i reali luv it alot alot..it looks fab! ) and one skirt ( for my sis)..feel happier over my great buys..^-^
last time i used to dislyk wearing pant n jeans ( tats y i oni haf 2 pair of jeans )..but ever since i started working..work requires us to wear long pants sometimes..n i fell in luv wif pants..those wif good cutting tat reali brings out ur curves..a fitting top..n high high heels..C:
kk..enough of shopping..i noe i shd control..kk..i will try my best..to wait till great spore sale..my mum is scolding everytime i buy something home..but i jus cant resist when i see pretty clothes n accessories..haha..kk..control control..
fell for tis song melody by tao ze ever since my colleague recommended it to mi..dun tink ur noe though..cos its an old song..haha..sad song..but its jus nice..meaningful..
( the previous part was typed on tue..the following part is typed todae..haha..(= )
i realised..i believe in fate n coincidences..however..most of the time..things are jus not within our control huh..
nah..jus a random tot..haha..im becoming more n more random nowadaes!! dun noe y..mayb its the tiredness..haha..bt todae i took halfdae..n zzZ until.........11am..11...its so so late..normally i haf to wake up at 6 plus..i luv tis feeling of sleeping till 11..but it most prob wont happen again tis week becos of tuition on sat..n going out on sun..
hmm..nvm nvm..2 n a half weeks more..to end of contract!! to my 3am-3pm sleeping hours..im looking forward to it..C:
tinking of baking cakes for my colleagues before i leave..the previous temp staff sewed them a bean bag..but i cant reali sew.. :( but its okay..my forte is cooking..so shall make something yummy for them..=D
my hair is getting thicker n thicker..drier n drier..'curlier n curlier'..im sad..but nvm..my mum promised to bring mi for rebonding again..it has been 1 years n 3 mths since my last rebonding..jus tat i cant find the time..shall do it after my contract ends..im suddenly tempted to do abit of highlighting..but my mum forbids n saes tat if i insist..i'll haf to pay for it myself..which is abt $100? its stopping mi though..but im fine wif black hair..(=
n i dreamt i cut my hair so short yest nite!! ='(
tis is scary..it has been afew months since i last dreamt of tat..i reali reali luv my hair..im still tinking its not long enough..maybe its a warning..going to forbid the hairdresser from cutting my hair ( rem the incident one yr plus ago when i went for rebonding..i reali cried in the phone wif hl when she cut my hair shorter than i expected )..
mayb ur dun understand..but its reali almost every gal's dream to haf nice long hair..it has been my dream since young..hence the 4 yrs in rv was a tortue..tink i haven cut my hair for a year..but its still growing slowly..=( i tink gals look extremely pretty wif the long flowing hair..and it helps to kip ur back warm too..haha..( zr..tempted?) ^-^
tats all..muz go back to work..work is ending in 2h..hafing tuition tmr nite though..till 9 plus pm..postponed yest's tuition cos was feeling abit sick over my lips..but its better now..my parents bought medicine for mi..n blog more k..im bored in office..(=
love.
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