Labels: happenings..memories..tots..daily life..
everytime i tok to cw..it nv fails to amaze mi..the understanding we haf..and the honesty..haha..he's the best example of a platonic frenship..though i alwaes complain tat he spend too much of his time flirting wif other gals besides his gf ( haha..hope shijia dun read tis..jkjk..(: ) n hence no time to entertain mi..but i noe tat if i nid help badly..he'll def b there..
i lyk the feeling when i tok to him..carefree..happy..jus blabber anything i wan..he's someone..mayb one of the few few ones whom i no nid to tink at all when toking..im not afraid to let him see all my weakness..n mayb on his side too..haha..yest when we were toking..wat he suggested mi to do in future..was act wat i reali wanted ( refer to my past previous post )..it surprised mi alot..cos it seems lyk he noes wats best for mi..
i noe cw will def make it big in future..definitely..haha..he's going to the new south wales college in spore..studying business..i dun noe y..but it seems lyk everytime infront of him..i feel pretty..cos i feel confident..haha..he pointed tat out yest..when i asked him how to be charming..he saes..confidence is the key factor..who noes..mayb mani of the confident pple we see..are act acting confident..they may be as weak as mi inside..hahax..but he said..i shd not be confident oni infront of him..muz show it to others too..haha..yups..he noes i feel confident infront of him..haha..it jus comes naturally..but he noes..haha..mayb tats mutual understanding..
tats quite abit abt cw..n i noe he'll nv read tis cos he doesnt even noe i changed add..n i dun even tink he rems tat i haf a blog..see wat i mean when i sae he's too busy wif mani other cute gals..though i dun reali agree wif his taste..haha..but to summarise..he's reali someone i rely alot sometimes..and i noe we'll stay lyk tis..maybe when next time i find a bf..i muz be able to communicate freely wif him lyk cw..n he muz make mi feel pretty..haha..n till now..i still thank frenster..tat msia phone call..for the start of tis everything..(=
but i still not happie..cos he kips on saying my prom photos dun look nice..i dun look nice tat dae blahs blahs..cos it doesnt look natural..doesnt look lyk mi..but isnt tat the purpose of makeup..tats y some pple wif or wifout makeup looks reali different..he saes i look prettier without tat dae's makeup..haha..dun noe shd i feel happy or not..or is it reali a compliment..haha..
kk..cheers then..to tis eh..best 'sister' of mine ( cos i alwaes tell him he's no longer a guy to mi..haha..sorry kor..)
random notes..
one thing abt offices..is tat the air con is seriously veri cold..i noe i shdnt complain cos aircon is def so much better than the sun..but its reali veri veri cold..despite the thick jacket im wearing..i still feel reali cold..but when u go out for lunch..during to the big sunny sun..it'll be veri hot..so..basically its jus cold all the way to lunch..hot during lunch..then cold all the way back after lunch..and hot after work..hahax..
n as im typing n typing my hair wif tat black clip i alwaes used ..i suddenly miss tying up my hair..its lyk u haf to tie everydae before going to school..but ever since school ended..it has been so long since i last tied..mayb the longest since i last bunned..hahax..last bunned was mayb one yr plus ago before i reborned..i miss occasional pple telling mi my hair is nice ( tat time was nice..now is quite bad act..haha..)..i miss the feel of hair being neatly tied up..miss the heavy feel..haha..kk..enough abt dead cells..but i reali tink alot of my nutrients go to my head..but hair instead of brain..tats y im becoming slower n stupider..haha..
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blahs..the tuition thing is annoying mi quite abit..if not for the students..i reali wont stay..bt now i learnt..the thing tat kips u in a job..is oni passion..mayb the pay for some..but ultimately..the love n interest is most impo..sigh..seriously doubt i can hang on till the end of the yr..i hate my second boss..cos he's seriously a bad person..manipulative..my first n biggest boss is nice though..sigh..its a tough n complicated society..
my contract is ending real soon..i'll try to leave by fridae..explanation later..if not latest tue..i noe i'll miss my colleagues..cos the working environment is act reali nice..going to supermarket later to buy ingredients..going to bake banana cake for my colleagues tmr..cos one of them hafing bdae i tink..then y not do it tmr instead of fri..mayb fri cookies? haha..act wanted choc cake..but one of them dun eat choc..so..banana instead..hope it works out..haha..we shall see..
and..cw saes i shdnt go into smu bz cos im not streetsmart enough..haha..hmm..but he saes..im academically smart..am i..hahax..he saes i shd go to nus to learn things from scratch..but yups..i jus hope nus would wan mi..cos..end of the dae..i still lyk nus lots..haha..bz will be such a different course..maybe i'll change..i'll change to become a different person..haha..will ur still luv mi then..hmm..hahax..
i spent quite long typing tis entry..cos i typed abit n stopped..typed abit n stopped..i reali luv my blog..cos it has so mani entries..and cos every entry is close to my heart..blogging is reali a good way to store memories..so hope blogger will stay on foreva n not crash..cos i'll be reali reali sad..if i lose my entries one dae..
kk..one more h plus to end of work..haf to fini everything..im fAt..
~` if u get wat u wan..
would u still wan wat u got.. `~
love.
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