i reali dun noe how to describe how im feeling now..tis fear is killing mi..the tot of not doing well jus terrifies mi..its so helpless..every min im tinking abt tmr..i tink im emotionally unstable..haha..broke down a few times in office ( oni for a short while..and luckily no one saw) yest..im scared..tis lack of confidence comes from mi myself knowing tat i reali din do well..i tot the papers were hard..there were questions i could not do..how much can i expect..im sorry..i cant live up to my parents' expectations..tell mi wat shd i do tmr when i recieve the results..if theres anything to change all tis..i'll do anything..but there isnt..i can oni accept watever the results are..its my fault..i cant blame anyone..and i noe im not making any sense blabbering here..things are going to change from tmr onwards..the honeymoon period is forever gone..please gif mi the courage to take watever comes tmr...
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