kk..i shall stop complaining abt work for once..but..im reali so so tireds..until i feel lyk im not myself..lyk i dun noe wat im doing..jus working and working..and its oni tuesdae morning..sigh..zr saes i shd celebrate at the end of e month..cos it marks my one month at work..haha..guess she's right..a lazy person lyk mi..can act work for one month alreadi(by tis fridae)..is reali amazing..tis calls for celebration!! haha..though im so so tempted to take leave tmr..reali nid a good zzZ..shall see how..
feel guilty alwaes when i complain..cos..my job isnt exactly the worse..its hard..but not bad..my job..is to fini everything given to mi by tat dae..haha..my heart sinks so badly whenever i see a big stack coming again..but zr's worse..cos she haf to meet a sale target..which act stresses her alot..and ns is even tougher..shd be glad we dun nid to traine everydae..will jus faint under the sun..imagine 2.4 everydae..haha..but hl's job sounds the slackest..sometimes can even watch video..i haf to be so careful when typing tis in office..in case i get caught..but zr's job is ending soon..and she's going to do admin too..hmm..haha..2 more months plus to end of contract!
realised i haf been frantically shopping every weekend for 4 weeks..shopping is the best way to relieve stress..cos u see n buy the things u lyk..and u'll feel happier..but tis cant continue..feel the pinch now..cant go broke even before working and recieving my pay..haha..feel abit guilty tat zr uses her free daes to exercise..but i use it to go out eat wif family..and shopping..though zr saes i haf tat belly dance..but its oni one h per week..haha..the instructor saes we shd practise at home..tried too..but theres hardly anytime..but now whenever im standing up and free..feel tempted to twist my hips..haha..exercise abit..though i doubt it reali burns any calories..its act reali quite hard to do it as well as the instructor..her hips and waist are lyk so flexible..haha..belly dancing is good for flexibility..kk...it better works..by the end of 3 months..shall try hard..
realised my entries are increasing so much in length..hafing more n more things to crab each dae..but reali..feel so grateful by the small visits and smses..it makes a normal dreadful dae so much better..time seems to fly so much faster..compared to e normal crawling rate..
had a wierd dream yest..dreamt of my boss..( the one in charged of mi)..and dreamt of 2b gals..haha..suddenly zr inspired mi to read..mayb i shd buy the (how to charm others) book..it seems so interesting..it states tat smooth curls are flirtish n attractive..hmm..curls are reali sexy..if u do it correctly..lyk by a salon..haha..not by yourself..shall try again on ch newyr..my daddy gaf mi 100 dollars! to buy new yr clothes..since i haf alreadi bought mine..tinking of either saving it up..or investing in cosmetics..but its such an expensive investment..haha..shall see how..
enough vaining..shall stop and read blogs..lyk reading blogs..but nowadaes..everyone is so caught up wif their work n haf no time to blog..end up reading stories online..haha..prepared for a heavy workload again later..tataz..=)
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