christmas is over..had alot of fun over the few daes..haha..shall blog abt it later cos it'll be veri long..or leave it to zr to blog first rites..haha..
yest nite chengwei called mi..randomness i guess..he called quite late lyk 2 plus 3am..was half zzz act..then we tok for 1 h plus..it was mostly abt his probs..
after toking to him..it made mi tink abt alot of things..y are we so superficial..y is it tat its alwaes the appearance tat matters so much..is it a human weakness..or zr sae its an instinct in us..then does it means tat plastic surgery shd be rightfully accepted..
perhaps nth is fair..y are some pple born naturally good looking..while some are not..but tink further..no one is perfect..someone may haf the biggest eyes..but it doesnt mean she is pretty..you may not haf the nicest eyes..but you may haf some other parts which make you look nice too..perhaps we shdnt dwell..alwaes believe tat everyone is pretty in her own way..jus how you see it..tis may sound clique..but even for the prettiest person..there will be someone who finds her not pretty..even for someone who is ordinary..there will be someone who find her gorgeous..and its not alwaes the prettiest who leads the best lives..
so i guess the answer is contentment..but no one will ever be totally contented..there will be alwaes something which we wan but its impossible to get..then is it true tat wat is most precious is act something which we noe we'll nv obtain..but y not take a step back and look at the things we haf ard us..all the simple but things we noe we cant afford to lose..perhaps treasure is the best word..
everyone has their own life..we haf our own control over our own lives..y muz we gif in wat other pple tink..y care abt the pressure they exert..tink further..wat is the most impo to you..is it their comments..or the person you reali luv..look beyond k..who is part of your future..is it these so called good frens whom you noe you cant reali connect..whom you noe you muz put a mask when toking to them..its not easy..to find someone who's able to accept you completely..who luvs you so much..whom you haf no secrets to hide from..can you ever find another replacement..no..perhaps everyone is diff..i can nv understand totally wat you are facing..but..hope you understand one dae..tat you'll alreadi haf the best..tis is your life..haha..go find the green pasture..beautiful lake and small house one dae..far far away..go pursue wat you reali wan k..
after saeing so much..act i noe i cant do wat i act sae..whenever i go out..i spend one h trying on clothes..dressing up..choosing accessories..dolling up..sometimes i reali dun lyk tis..i dunwan my confidence to build on these layers of clothings and accessories..but i cant find the natural beauty tat i haf alwaes been seeking..toking abt being superficial..aint mi myself superficial too..alwaes wanting to look the best..sometimes..when i feel tat i dunlook nice..i'll refuse to leave the house..once told hl tat i feel stressed..sometimes when someone praises mi..cos i dun noe if i can match up to the compliment..so here is mi..feeling tat im not slim enough..tinking abt the calories..the amt of fats..my weight..whenever i go out..and see all the so slim gals on the streets..inferiority steps in..y is it tat my waist is nv slim enough..sometimes i'll worry..wat if next time e person i lyk dun find mi pretty..how do i find someone who i can face confidently wif the plain normal mi..jus lyk when im wif my close galfrens..its hard reali..
nah..jus random tots..but it looks lyk its abit messed up and hard to understand..haha..recently fell in luv wif a new song by elva..her new album is so good..haha..when i find a job..i shall buy it..so heres the lyrics..and website..its a veri meaningful song..but sad..hope your'lln lyk it too..tataz..
http://mp3.baidu.com/m?tn=baidump3lyric&ct=150994944&lm=-1&f=1&word=%BA%F3%C0%B4%B5%C4%CE%D2%C3%C7
http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_3a5a8151b140b69f.htm
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