haha..it has been ages since i last blogged i guess..i tink i can reali rem wats my blog add act..haha..time flies reali..till now..i still can believe tat A's is over..reali reali over..2yrs..it's jus over..honestly..i tink im reali scared..i dun dare to tink abt the results..how i'll fre..but..perhaps its reali no point worrying now..leave the worries till next yr..rite now..lets enjoy our break..e long awaited break..
went to work for a dae at citibank..it was tough reali..din expect working to be so tough..mentally and physically stressful..shall leave the details to next time..but it was reali a good experience..making money is reali hard..now..i undertsand how much my parents went thru jus to bring my sis n i up..how much pain n hardwork..guess i learnt how to appreciate..and luv my parents more..=)
now to e alex topic le..went out wif him on sundae..from his actions..i could tell he reali lyks mi..i dragged too much i guess..but i reali dun noe how to sae it out..or how to reject..he's a nice guy reali..perhaps too nice
le..i feel guilty..im jus a normal gal..wat do i do to deserve all tis..so if its so..wat right do i haf to reject him..dun wan to hurt him..sigh..still tinking..which is e best way..lyk wat zr saes..to let him down lightly..
guilty once again..perhaps i will be lying if i sae his actions haf not touched mi at all..but i dunwan to decieve him or myself..cos its not luv..sigh..complicated stupid mi..dun noe if wat i am doing is correct..or whether i'll regret..but i reali jus hope..he'll still be happy..
apple shd be coming back le..hope the hk dresses wont shock her..cos it looks too diff as compared to e pic le..haha..prom is reali coming..excited..nervous..haha..i reali luv zr..cos i tink perhaps its oni her whose lyk mi..willing to walk miles n miles..shop nonstop jus to find something we lyk..and im glad..we reali found it..perhaps its reali fate..dunno how to describe..but reali..if zr has not insist on going wisma..we wont haf entered e danielyam shop..and found e dress..if we had not went on thu..the dress would haf been gone..it was the last piece..thank you roo..i luv the dress..i reali reali do..haha..its e best i can ever haf..haha..and if we haf not went to cityhall..and turned back..we wont haf spotted her blouse n pants..i guess we are similar..becos we trust our tastes..and instincts..but yet respect each other's views..haha..thank you roo..luv you..=P
looking forward to prom..haha..reali hope we'll be nice..haha..i wan hl to look chio under our hands..haha..3 more daes..muacks..=)
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